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o aught--oh God! the idea was fearful. I could not bear to dwell upon it. Again, even should my letter reach me in time, would the amount I expected be enough? Five hundred pounds sterling--five times five-- twenty-five hundred dollars! Would twenty-five hundred be the price of that which was priceless? I even doubted whether it would. I knew that a thousand dollars was at that time the "average value" of a slave, and it was rare when one yielded twice that amount. It must be a strong-bodied man--a skilful mechanic, a good blacksmith, an expert barber, to be worth such a sum! But for Aurore. Oh! I had heard strange tales of "fancy prices," for such a "lot"--of brisk competition in the bidding--of men with long purses and lustful thoughts eagerly contending for such a prize. Such thoughts might harrow the soul even under the most ordinary circumstances! what was their effect upon me? I cannot describe the feelings I experienced. Should the sum reach me in time--should it prove enough--should I even succeed in becoming the _owner_ of Aurore, what then? What if my jealousy were well founded? What if she loved me not? Worse dilemma than ever. I should only have her body--then her heart and soul would be another's. I should live in exquisite torture--the slave of a slave! Why should I attempt to purchase her at all? Why not make a bold effort, and free myself from this delirious passion? She is not worthy of the sacrifice I would make for her. No--she has deceived me--surely she has deceived me. Why not break my promise, plighted though it be in words of fervid love? Why not flee from the spot, and endeavour to escape the torture that is maddening both my heart and brain? Oh! why not? In calmer moments, such questions might be thought worthy of an answer. I could not answer them. I did not even entertain them,--though, like shadows, they flitted across my mind. In the then state of my feelings, prudence was unknown. Expediency had no place. I would not have listened to its cold counsels. You who have passionately loved can alone understand me. I was resolved to risk fortune, fame, life--all-- to possess the object I so deeply adored. CHAPTER FIFTY ONE. VENTE IMPORTANTE DES NEGRES. "_L'abeille_, Monsieur?" The _garcon_ who helped me to the fragrant cup, at the same time handed me a newspaper fresh from the press. It was a large sheet, headed upon one side "L'Abeille", on
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