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ur, Lucy had already repeated to herself a thousand times, what was said against him seemed infinitely more conclusive than what was said for him. And then her conscience smote her. Those cruel words of Bobbie's came back to her, and she was overwhelmed with self-reproach when she considered that it was her own brother of whom was all this to-do. She must be utterly heartless or utterly depraved. And then with a despairing energy she cried out that she believed in Alec; he was incapable of a treacherous act. At last she could bear it no longer, and she wired to him: _For God's sake come quickly_. She felt that she could not endure another day of this misery. She waited for him, given over to the wildest fears; she was ashamed and humiliated. She counted the hours which must pass before he could arrive; surely he would not delay. All her self-possession had vanished, and she was like a child longing for the protecting arms that should enfold it * * * At last he came. Lucy was waiting in the same room in which she had sat on their first meeting after his return to England. She sprang up, pale and eager, and flung herself passionately into his arms. 'Thank God, you've come,' she said. 'I thought the hours would never end.' He did not know what so vehemently disturbed her, but he kissed her tenderly, and on a sudden she felt strangely comforted. There was an extraordinary honesty about him which strengthened and consoled her. For a while she could not speak, but clung to him, sobbing. 'What is it?' he asked at length. 'Why did you send for me?' 'I want your lore. I want your love so badly.' It was inconceivable, the exquisite tenderness with which he caressed her. No one would have thought that dour man capable of such gentleness. 'I felt I must see you,' she sobbed. 'You don't know what tortures I've endured.' 'Poor child.' He kissed her hair and her white, pained forehead. 'Why did you go away? You knew I wanted you.' 'I'm very sorry.' 'I've been horribly wretched. I didn't know I could suffer so much.' 'Come and sit down and tell me all about it.' He led her to the sofa and made her sit beside him. His arms were around her, and she nestled close to him. For a moment she remained silent, enjoying the feeling of great relief after the long days of agony. She smiled lightly through her tears. 'The moment I'm with you I feel so confident and happy.' 'Only when you're with me?' H
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