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'But there's no reason for you to be wretched, too.' 'I'm willing to do whatever you wish, Bobbie.' 'I can't marry you simply because you're sorry for me. I thought I could, but--it's asking too much of you. We had better say no more about it.' 'I'm very sorry,' she whispered. 'You see, you're still in love with Alec MacKenzie.' He said it, vainly longing for a denial; but he knew in his heart that no denial would come. 'I always shall be, notwithstanding everything. I can't help myself.' 'No, it's fate.' She sprang to her feet with vehement passion. 'Oh, Bobbie, don't you think there's some chance that everything may be explained?' He hesitated for a moment. It was very difficult to answer. 'It's only fair to tell you that now things have calmed down, there are a great many people who don't believe Macinnery's story. It appears that the man's a thorough blackguard, whom MacKenzie loaded with benefits.' 'Do _you_ still believe that Alec caused George's death?' 'Yes.' Lucy leaned back in her chair, resting her face on her hand. She seemed to reflect deeply. 'And you?' said Bobbie. She gave him a long, earnest look. The colour came to her cheeks. 'No,' she said firmly. 'Why not?' he asked. 'I have no reason except that I love him.' 'What are you going to do?' 'I don't know.' Bobbie got up, kissed her gently, and went out. She did not see him again, and in a day or two she heard that he had gone away. * * * Lucy made up her mind that she must see Alec before he went, but a secret bashfulness prevented her from writing to him. She was afraid that he would refuse, and she could not force herself upon him if she knew definitely that he did not want to see her. But with all her heart she wanted to ask his pardon. It would not be so hard to continue with the dreary burden which was her life if she knew that he had a little pity for her. He could not fail to forgive her when he saw how broken she was. But the days followed one another, and the date which Julia, radiant with her own happiness, had given her as that of his departure, was approaching. Julia, too, was exercised in mind. After her conversation with Alec she could not ask him to see Lucy, for she knew what his answer would be. No arguments, would move him. He did not want to give either Lucy or himself the pain which he foresaw an interview would cause, and his wounds were too newly-healed for him to run
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