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nd, he had, for her sake, as she now realized, discouraged the plan, but had since come to depend upon her in many ways, and she could not leave him. Besides, it was too late. She had made her choice and must stick to it. Yet she rebelled against the feeling that she had brought a taint or stigma upon herself. She had no women friends except the wives of one or two Spanish officials whose reputation for honesty was not of the best; the English and American women left her alone. Most of the men she met she frankly disliked, and imagined that the formal respect they showed her was due to her father's hints. Kenwardine's moral code was not severe, but he saw that his guests preserved their manners. Clare had heard the Spaniards call him _muy caballero_, and they knew the outward points of a gentleman. While she pondered, he came out on the balcony. "Brooding?" he said with a smile. "Well, it has been very dull lately and we need cheering up. Suppose you send Mr. Fuller a note and ask him to dinner to-morrow? He's sometimes amusing and I think you like him." Clare braced herself for a struggle, for it was seldom she refused her father's request. "Yes," she said, "I like him, but it would be better if he didn't come." Kenwardine gave her a keen glance, but although he felt some surprise did not try to hide his understanding of what she meant. "It looks as if you knew something about what happened on his last visit." "I do," Clare answered. "It was rather a shock." "One mustn't exaggerate the importance of these things," Kenwardine remarked in an indulgent tone. "It's difficult to avoid getting a jar now and then, though I've tried to shield you as much as possible. Fuller's young and high-spirited, and you really mustn't judge his youthful extravagance too severely." "But don't you see you are admitting that he shouldn't come?" Clare asked, with some color in her face. "He _is_ young and inexperienced, and your friends are men of the world. What is safe for them may be dangerous for him." Kenwardine pondered. Fuller was an attractive lad, and he would not have been displeased to think that Clare's wish to protect him might spring from sentimental tenderness. But if this were so, she would hardly have been so frank and have admitted that he was weak. Moreover, if she found his society congenial, she would not insist on keeping him away. "You are afraid some of the others might take advantage of his rash
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