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o had seemed to Magdalen then so old and forlorn, who, when she died, had only been a year or two older than Magdalen herself was now. And poor little wavering life sobbing in the room at the end of the passage over some mysterious trouble. The elder Fay lived on in the younger Fay. Was she also to be vanquished by life, to become gradually embittered and resentful? There seemed to be nothing in her lot to make her so. What was it, what could it be that was casting a blight over Fay's life? How to help her, how to release her from the self-imposed fetters in which her mother had lived and--died. Just as some persons have the power of making something new out of refuse--paper out of rags--so Magdalen seemed to have the power of cherishing and transforming the weaker, meaner elements of the characters with which she came in contact. Certain qualities in those we are inclined to love daunt us. Insincerity, callousness, selfishness, treachery in its more refined aspects, these are apt to arouse at first incredulity and at last scorn in us. But they aroused neither in Magdalen. She saw them with clearness, and dealt tenderly with them. What others discarded as worthless, she valued. To push aside the feeble and intermittent affection of a closed and self-centred nature, believing it is giving its best, what is that but to push aside a poor man's little offering. Many years ago Magdalen had accepted not without tears, one such offering from a very poor man indeed. Loving-kindness, tenderness, have their warped, stunted shoots as well as their free-growing, stately blossoms. It is the same marvellous, fragrant life struggling to come forth through generous or barren soil. There are some thin, dwarfed, almost scentless flowers of love and friendship, of which we can discern the faint fragrance only when we are on our knees. But some of us have conscientious scruples about kneeling down except at shrines. Magdalen had not. She knew that Fay cared but little for her in reality. But she also knew that she did care a little. Fay had turned to her many times, and had repulsed and forgotten her not a few times. Magdalen had a good memory. "When she really wants me she will turn to me again," she said tranquilly to herself. CHAPTER XIV Toute passion a son chemin de croix. And Michael? What of him during these two endless years? What did he think about during his first year in prison: what wa
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