were over, I would have left the room,
but he stopped me.
"I have for some time past most ardently desired an opportunity of
speaking to you."
I said nothing, so he went on.
"I have been so unfortunate as to forfeit your friendship; your eye
shuns mine, and you sedulously avoid my conversation."
I was extremely disconcerted at this grave, but too just accusation, but
I made no answer.
"Tell me, I beseech you, what I have done, and how to deserve your
pardon."
"Oh, my lord!" I cried, "I have never dreamt of offence; if there is any
pardon to be asked it is rather for me than for you to ask it."
"You are all sweetness and condescension!" cried he; "but will you
pardon a question essentially important to me? Had, or had not, Sir
Clement Willoughby any share in causing your inquietude?"
"No, my lord!" answered I, with firmness, "none in the world. He is the
last man who would have any influence over my conduct."
Just then Mrs. Beaumont opened the door, and in a few minutes we went in
to breakfast. When she spoke of my journey a cloud overspread the
countenance of Lord Orville, and on Mrs. Selwyn asking me to seek some
books for her in the parlour, I was followed by Lord Orville. He shut
the door, and approached me with a look of great anxiety.
"You are going, then," he cried, taking my hand, "and you give me not
the smallest hope of your return?"
"Oh, my lord!" I said, "surely your lordship is not so cruel as to mock
me!"
"Mock you!" repeated he earnestly. "No, I revere you! You are dearer to
me than language has the power of telling!"
I cannot write the scene that followed, though every word is engraved on
my heart; but his protestations, his expressions, were too flattering
for repetition; nor would he suffer me to escape until he had drawn from
me the most sacred secret of my heart!
To be loved by Lord Orville, to be the honoured choice of his noble
heart--my happiness seems too infinite to be borne.
* * * * *
I could not write yesterday, so violent was the agitation of my mind,
but I will not now lose a moment till I have hastened to my best friend
an account of the transactions of the day.
Mrs. Selwyn and I went early in Mrs. Beaumont's chariot to see my
father, Sir John Belmont What a moment for your Evelina when, taking my
hand, she led me forward into his presence. An involuntary scream
escaped me; covering my face with my hands, I sank on the fl
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