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omen all his life, and the only mistakes he ever made were those characteristic errors of omission attaching to a persistent ignorance of the innate good in human nature. It is this same innate good that upsets the calculations of most villains. Absorbed as she was in her great grief, Catrina was in no mood to seek for motives--to split a moral straw. She only knew that this man seemed to understand her as no one had ever understood her. She was content with the knowledge that he took the trouble to express and to show a sympathy of which those around her had not suspected her to be in need. The moment had been propitious, and Claude de Chauxville, with true Gallic insight, had seized it. Her heart was sore and lonely--almost breaking--and she was without the worldly wisdom which tells us that such hearts must, at all costs, be hidden from the world. She was without religious teaching--quite without that higher moral teaching which is independent of creed and conformity, which is only learnt at a good mother's knee. Catrina had not had a good mother. She had had the countess--a weak-minded, self-indulgent, French-novel-reading woman. Heaven protect our children from such mothers! In the solitude of her life Catrina Lanovitch had conceived a great love--a passion such as a few only are capable of attaining, be it for weal or woe. She had seen this love ignored--walked under foot by its object with a grave deliberation which took her breath away when she thought of it. It was all in all to her; to him it was nothing. Her philosophy was simple. She could not sit still and endure. At this time it seemed unbearable. She must turn and rend some one. She did not know whom. But some one must suffer. It was in this that Claude de Chauxville proposed to assist her. "It is preposterous that people should make others suffer and go unpunished," he said, intent on his noble purpose. Catrina's eyelids flickered, but she made no answer. The soreness of her heart had not taken the form of a definite revenge as yet. Her love for Paul was still love, but it was perilously near to hatred. She had not reached the point of wishing definitely that he should suffer, but the sight of Etta--beautiful, self-confident, carelessly possessive in respect to Paul--had brought her within measurable distance of it. "The arrogance of those who have all that they desire is insupportable," the Frenchman went on in his favorite, non-committing,
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