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y flies in France? For what on earth has Jack to do with crucial points and July mornings?" "Why, I suppose, I only made bold to introduce his name for the sake of an illustration, Rudolph. For the last person in the world to realize, precisely, why any woman did anything is invariably the woman who did it.... Yet there comes in every married woman's existence that time when she realizes, suddenly, that her husband has a past which might be taken as, in itself, a complete and rounded life--as a life which had run the gamut of all ordinary human passions, and had become familiar with all ordinary human passions a dishearteningly long while before she ever came into that life. A woman never realizes that of her lover, somehow. But to know that your husband, the father of your child, has lived for other women a life in which you had no part, and never can have part!--she realizes that, at one time or another, and--and it sickens her." Mrs. Pendomer smiled as she echoed his phrase, but her eyes were not mirthful. "Ah, she hungers for those dead years, Rudolph, and, though you devote your whole remaining life to her, nothing can ever make up for them; and she always hates those shadowy women who have stolen them from her. A woman never, at heart, forgives the other women who have loved her husband, even though she cease to care for him herself. For she remembers--ah, you men forget so easily, Rudolph! God had not invented memory when he created Adam; it was kept for the woman." Then ensued a pause, during which Rudolph Musgrave smiled down upon her, irresolutely; for he abhorred "a scene," as his vernacular phrased it, and to him Clarice's present manner bordered upon both the scenic and the incomprehensible. "Ah!--you women!" he temporized. There was a glance from eyes whose luster time and irregular living had conspired to dim. "Ah!--you men!" Mrs. Pendomer retorted. "And there we have the tragedy of life in a nutshell!" Silence lasted for a while. The colonel was finding this matutinal talk discomfortably opulent in pauses. "Rudolph, and has it never occurred to you that in marrying Patricia you swindled her?" And naturally his eyebrows lifted. "Because a woman wants love." "Well, well! and don't I love Patricia?" "I dare say that you think you do. Only you have played at loving so long you are really unable to love anybody as a girl has every right to be loved in her twenties. Yes, Rudolph, y
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