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d almost to change color. "Well, Charley," said he, after a moment's pause, "you look better this morning. How goes the arm?" "The arm is ready for service again, and its owner most anxious for it. Do you know, Fred, I'm thoroughly weary of this life." "They're little better, however, at the lines. The French are in position, but never adventure a movement; and except some few affairs at the pickets, there is really nothing to do." "No matter, remaining here can never serve one's interests, and besides, I have accomplished what I came for--" I was about to add, "the restoration of my health," when he suddenly interrupted me, eying me fixedly as he spoke. "Indeed! indeed! Is that so?" "Yes," said I, half puzzled at the tone and manner of the speech; "I can join now when I please; meanwhile, Fred, I have been thinking of you. Yes, don't be surprised, at the very moment we met you were in my thoughts." I took his arm as I said this, and led him down the alley. "We are too old and, I trust, too true friends, Fred, to have secrets from each other, and yet we have been playing this silly game for some weeks past. Now, my dear fellow, I have yours, and it is only fair justice you should have mine, and, faith, I feel you'd have discovered it long since, had your thoughts been as free as I have known them to be. Fred, you are in love; there, don't wince, man, I know it; but hear me out. You believe me to be so also; nay, more, you think that my chances of success are better, stronger than your own; learn, then, that I have none,--absolutely none. Don't interrupt me now, for this avowal cuts me deeply; my own heart alone knows what I suffer as I record my wrecked fortunes; but I repeat it, my hopes are at end forever; but, Fred, my boy, I cannot lose my friend too. If I have been the obstacle to your path, I am so no more. Ask me not why; it is enough that I speak in all truth and sincerity. Ere three days I shall leave this, and with it all the hopes that once beamed upon my fortunes, and all the happiness,--nay, not all, my boy, for I feel some thrill at my heart yet, as I think that I have been true to you." I know not what more I spoke nor how he replied to me. I felt the warm grasp of his hand, I saw his delighted smile; the words of grateful acknowledgment his lips uttered conveyed but an imperfect meaning to my ear, and I remembered no more. The courage which sustained me for the moment sank gradually
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