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n after uttering the word 'duel' I know not how often. I had flatly to relate the whole-of the circumstances. 'But Otto is no assassin,' she cried out. What was that she reverenced? It was what she jeopardized--her state, her rank, her dignity as princess and daughter of an ancient House, things typical to her of sovereign duties, and the high seclusion of her name. To her the escapades of foolish damsels were abominable. The laws of society as well as of her exalted station were in harmony with her intelligence. She thought them good, but obeyed them as a subject, not slavishly: she claimed the right to exercise her trained reason. The modestest, humblest, sweetest of women, undervaluing nothing that she possessed, least of all what was due from her to others, she could go whithersoever her reason directed her, putting anything aside to act justly according to her light. Nor would she have had cause to repent had I been the man she held me to be. Even with me she had not behaved precipitately. My course of probation was severe and long before she allowed her heart to speak. Pale from a sleepless night and her heart's weariful eagerness to be near me, she sat by my chair, holding my hand, and sometimes looking into my eyes to find the life reflecting hers as in a sunken well that has once been a spring. My books and poor bachelor comforts caught her attention between-whiles. We talked of the day of storm by the lake; we read the unsigned letter. With her hand in mine I slept some minutes, and awoke grasping it, doubting and terrified, so great a wave of life lifted me up. 'No! you are not gone,' I sighed. 'Only come,' said she. The nature of the step she had taken began to dawn on me. 'But when they miss you at the palace? Prince Ernest?' 'Hush! they have missed me already. It is done.' She said it smiling. 'Ottilia, will he take you away?' 'Us, dear, us.' 'Can you meet his anger?' 'Our aunt will be the executioner. We have a day of sweet hours before she can arrive.' 'May I see her first?' 'We will both see her as we are now.' 'We must have prompt answers for the margravine.' 'None, Harry. I do not defend myself ever.' Distant hills, and folds of receding clouds and skies beyond them, were visible from my window, and beyond the skies I felt her soul. 'Ottilia, you were going to Italy?' 'Yes: or whither they please, for as long as they please. I wished once to go, I have told
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