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for you." "The same sort of love as Wilfrid feels?" "By no means the same sort; but the love of man for woman." "And he saw me when I was that wretched heap? And he knows everything! and loves me. He has never kissed me." "Does that miserable test--?" Georgiana was asking. "Pardon, pardon," said Emilia penitently; "I know that is almost nothing, now. I am not a child. I spoke from a sudden feeling. For if he loves me, how--! Oh, Merthyr! what a little creature I seem. I cannot understand it. I lose a brother. And he was such a certainty to me. What did he love--what did he love, that night he found me on the pier? I looked like a creature picked off a mud-bank. I felt like a worm, and miserably abandoned, I was a shameful sight. Oh! how can I look on Merthyr's face again?" In these interjections Georgiana did not observe the proper humility and abject gratitude of a young person who had heard that she was selected by a prince of the earth. A sort of 'Eastern handmaid' prostration, with joined hands, and, above all things, a closed mouth, the lady desired. She half regretted the revelation she had made; and to be sure at once that she had reaped some practical good, she said: "I need scarce ask you whether you have come to a right decision upon that other question." "To see Wilfrid?" said Emilia. She appeared to pause musingly, and then turned to Georgiana, showing happy features; "Yes: I shall see him. I must see him. Let him know he is to come immediately." "That is your decision." "Yes." "After what I have told you?" "Oh, yes; yes! Write the letter." Georgiana chid at an internal wrath that struggled to win her lips. "Promise me simply that what I have told you of my brother, you will consider yourself bound to keep secret. You will not speak of it to others, nor to him." Emilia gave the promise, but with the thought; "To him?--will not he speak of it?" "So, then, I am to write this letter?" said Georgiana. "Do, do; at once!" Emilia put on her sweetest look to plead for it. "Decidedly the wisest of men are fools in this matter," Georgiana's reflection swam upon her anger. "And dearest! my Georgey!" Emilia insisted on being blunt to the outward indications to which she was commonly so sensitive and reflective; "my Georgey! let me be alone this evening in my bedroom. The little Madre comes, and--and I haven't the habit of being respectful to her. And, I must be alone! Do not send u
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