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before she said: 'Absence.' 'He was here yesterday.' All that the visit embraced was in her expressive look, as of sight drawing inward, like our breath in a spell of wonderment. 'Then I understand; it enlightens me. My own mother!--my poor mother! he should have come to me. I was the guilty person, not she; and she is the sufferer. That, if in life were direct retribution! but the very meaning of having a heart, is to suffer through others or for them.' 'You have soon seen that, dear girl,' said Dartrey. 'So, my own mother, and loving me as she does, blames me!' Nesta sighed; she took a sharp breath. 'You? do you blame me too?' He pressed her hand, enamoured of her instantaneous divination and heavenly candour. But he was admonished, that to speak high approval would not be honourable advantage taken of the rival condemning; and he said: 'Blame? Some think it is not always the right thing to do the right thing. I've made mistakes, with no bad design. A good mother's view is not often wrong.' 'You pressed my hand,' she murmured. That certainly had said more. 'Glad to again,' he responded. It was uttered airily and was meant to be as lightly done. Nesta did not draw back her hand. 'I feel strong when you press it.' Her voice wavered, and as when we hear a flask sing thin at the filling, ceased upon evidence of a heart surcharged. How was he to relax the pressure!--he had to give her the strength she craved: and he vowed it should be but for half a minute, half a minute longer. Her tears fell; she eyed him steadily; she had the look of sunlight in shower. 'Oldish men are the best friends for you, I suppose,' he said; and her gaze turned elusive phrases to vapour. He was compelled to see the fiery core of the raincloud lighting it for a revealment, that allowed as little as it retained of a shadow of obscurity. The sight was keener than touch and the run of blood with blood to quicken slumbering seeds of passion. But here is the place of broken ground and tangle, which calls to honourable men, not bent on sport, to be wary to guard the gunlock. He stopped the word at his mouth. It was not in him to stop or moderate the force of his eyes. She met them with the slender unbendingness that was her own; a feminine of inspirited manhood. There was no soft expression, only the direct shot of light, on both sides; conveying as much as is borne from sun to earth, from earth to sun. And when su
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