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of the blooming earth. Where do we meet girl or woman comparable to garden-flowers, who can dare to touch to lift the spotted of her sex? He was puzzled by Nesta's unlikeness in deeds and in aspect. He remembered her eyes, on the day when he and Colonel Sudley beheld her; presently he was at quiet grapple with her mind. His doubts cleared off. Then the question came, How could a girl of heroical character be attached to the man Sowerby? That entirely passed belief. And was it possible his wishes beguiled his hearing? Her tones were singularly vibrating. They talked for a while before, drawing a deep breath, she said: 'I fancy I am in disgrace with my mother.' 'You have a suspicion why?' said he. 'I have.' She would have told him why: the words were at her lips. Previous to her emotion on the journey home, the words would have come out. They were arrested by the thunder of the knowledge, that the nobleness in him drawing her to be able to speak of scarlet matter, was personally worshipped. He attributed the full rose upon her cheeks to the forbidding subject. To spare pain, he said: 'No misunderstanding with the dear mother will last the day through. Can I help?' 'Oh, Captain Dartrey!' 'Drop the captain. Dartrey will do.' 'How could I!' 'You're not wanting in courage, Nesta.' 'Hardly for that!' 'By-and-by, then.' 'Though I could not say Mr. Fenellan.' 'You see; Dartrey, it must be.' 'If I could!' 'But the fellow is not a captain: and he is a friend, an old friend, very old friend: he'll be tipped with grey in a year or two.' 'I might be bolder then.' 'Imagine it now. There is no disloyalty in your calling your friends by their names.' Her nature rang to the implication. 'I am not bound.' Dartrey hung fast, speculating on her visibly: 'I heard you were?' 'No. I must be free.' 'It is not an engagement?' 'Will you laugh?--I have never quite known. My father desired it: and my desire is to please him. I think I am vain enough to think I read through blinds and shutters. The engagement--what there was--has been, to my reading, broken more than once. I have not considered it, to settle my thoughts on it, until lately: and now I may suspect it to be broken. I have given cause--if it is known. There is no blame elsewhere. I am not unhappy, Captain Dartrey.' 'Captain by courtesy. Very well. Tell me how Nesta judges the engagement to be broken?' She was mentally phrasing
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