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ladies looked at each other; and it was as though the two mothers, with that long, long look, asked each other's forgiveness, after many long years, for their two children. Then Mrs. van Lowe approached and put out her two hands; and her words sounded very simple: "I am so delighted to make your acquaintance, mevrouw...." Yes, they asked, without saying so, they asked each other's forgiveness for the offence which their two children had committed, years and years ago, against each other and against themselves and against their lives. They asked each other's forgiveness with the unspeakable gentleness of two very old women who still looked upon their children, whatever their age might be, as children, as their children. They asked each other's forgiveness without words, with a glance and a pressure of the hands; and Constance understood so plainly what they were asking each other that she quietly left the room, feeling suddenly like a child, a tiny child that had behaved badly towards those two mothers.... Constance felt it so intensely that she went by herself, through the dining-room, into the conservatory and wept, very quietly, swallowing her tears behind her handkerchief. And the old ladies were left together, the two mothers, so different one from the other: one, Mrs. van Lowe, a woman who perhaps had seen much more of life and understood it better than the other, Mrs. van der Welcke, who had always lived quietly, always at Driebergen, with her Bible ... until the strange book had fallen into her hands.... They were left together and the very many things which they said to each other and asked of each other, in silence, were not audible in the simple words of Constance' mother: "May I help you take off your hat and your cloak, mevrouw?" And, as she assisted Mrs. van der Welcke, she apologized for Constance and said: "I think your arrival must have agitated her; you must not mind her leaving you for a moment...." Then the old ladies sat down side by side. "They seem to be very comfortable," said Mrs. van der Welcke and looked around her nervously. "I am so glad to have my child back with me," said Mrs. van Lowe. There was very much to be said between them, but they spoke only simple words, doubtless feeling all the unuttered rest. Their thoughts went back, many years back: how hostile they had then felt towards each other's children, who had disgraced each other and their two families; if the
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