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nd flummery,' as you express it, there has been no chance of anything so friendly. You have allowed no chance!" "You don't deny, I suppose, that you joined with matron in abusing me as a monster of wickedness?" "I said you had the worst temper I had ever met. So you have. I said I believed that you poisoned yourself, as well as every one near you. So I do. All the more credit to me for giving you so much of my time." He lay silent, staring into my face. It was plain that the man had received a shock. For once in his life he had been shown a picture of himself as others saw him, and in the seeing _something_ had been hurt-- conscience, vanity, _amour-propre_--it was impossible to say which, and now his brain was at work, trying to assimilate the new thought. All the time I had been reading, he had been pondering and raging. Probably he had not heard a single word. "You women," he began again. "You women! Talk of ministering angels-- all very fine for a few days, while the novelty lasts--after that a poor beggar can suffer tortures, and get nothing but revilings for bad temper. Would you be an angel of meekness if you had to go through what I am bearing now?" "I should probably be exceedingly difficult and fretful. At times! There would be other times--especially when I was getting better--when I should feel overflowing with gratitude, and should say so, to the people who had been patient with me through the bad times!" "Words! Words!" he snarled scornfully. "Men judge by deeds. If you want my character, you can hear it from the men with whom I have had to do. I am a Churchman. I go to church every Sunday of my life. I was once Vicar's churchwarden for three years." Poor Vicar! What those three years must have been! I have known whole parishes "set by the ears" by just one warped, self-opinionated man, who put his own pet theories before anything else, and went about sowing dissension--splitting up a hitherto united people into two opposing camps. I said, with an air of polite inquiry:-- "And--did you part good friends?" He did not answer, but the expression on his face was eloquent enough. I _knew_, without being told. Suddenly he broke out at a fresh tangent. "I suppose my wife--" I held up my hand authoritatively. "No, please! Don't blame your wife. She has never _mentioned_ you, except to pity and sympathise. Her one thought has been for you--how to help, how to ple
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