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half-way out of the living-room when David Verne resumed: "No, you must really go about more, or you will begin to hate me." The young Arab paused beyond the living-room door, his handsome head inclined to one side, waiting for the response--not for the words, but for the mere tone of her voice. He heard: "While you are holding your own, and working so well, I am happy." Hamoud closed his eyes, in order to let those silvery vibrations occupy his whole consciousness. Then, staring before him, he went swiftly across the wainscotted hall with his lithe, noiseless step, escaping before that other voice could break the spell. David Verne, in his wheel chair that stood beside a tall lamp, gave her a furtive look, before continuing: "Is it always happiness that I discover on your face? Is that what you show me when you raise your eyes blankly from some book, or return from the garden after those lonely walks of yours in the twilight? Or is it pity, not only for me, but also for yourself? Is it then that you see clearly what you've let yourself in for--what that divine impulse of yours has brought you to?" "David!" she protested, her nerves contracting at this threat of a scene that must lacerate both their hearts. But he persisted: "I don't disbelieve what you told me about Rysbroek. It's not he that I'm jealous of. I can even believe that there's no other living man in your thoughts. The powers that I can never hope to conquer don't have to exist in the present, in order to frighten me. They have only to exist in the past and in the future. Of course the man who is dead will always triumph over me by comparison. And some day, since mortals are bound to strive for a duplication of their happiest moments, another will appear to promise you that duplication." How young he seemed in the light of the tall lamp, despite all his former physical sufferings and his present anxieties! Again there was a look of childish pain on his lips, and in his large eyes humid beneath the brow that harbored thoughts of a magnificent precocity. Again compassion filled her at sight of this weakness, this helplessness. She returned: "How can you say such things? When I refuse to go anywhere, because you couldn't go with me without being bored----" "You mean, without feeling my inferiority." "Is it inferiority to be the great artist that you are? What wickedness! You, with your genius, aren't satisfied, but
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