FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   238  
239   240   241   242   243   244   245   246   247   248   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   >>  
said?" Rushbrook bowed. "Contrary to my will?" "No, my Lord, I wished to have your approbation." "And you wished for my approbation of the very opposite thing to that I proposed? But I am not surprised--such is the gratitude of the world--and such is yours." "My Lord, if you doubt my gratitude----" "Give me a proof of it, Harry, and I will doubt no longer." "Upon every other subject but this, my Lord, Heaven is my witness your happiness----" Lord Elmwood interrupted him. "I understand you--upon every other subject, but the only one, my content requires, you are ready to obey me. I thank you." "My Lord, do not torture me with this suspicion; it is so contrary to my deserts, that I cannot bear it." "Suspicion of your ingratitude!--you judge too favourably of my opinion--it amounts to certainty." "Then to convince you, Sir, I am not ungrateful, tell me who the Lady is you have chosen for me, and here I give you my word, I will sacrifice all my future prospects of happiness--all, for which I would wish to live--and become her husband as soon as you shall appoint." This was spoken with a tone so expressive of despair, that Lord Elmwood replied, "And while you obey me, you take care to let me know, it will cost you your future peace. This is, I suppose, to enhance the merit of the obligation--but I shall not accept your acquiescence on these terms." "Then in dispensing with it, I hope for your pardon." "Do you suppose, Rushbrook, I can pardon an offence, the sole foundation of which, arises from a spirit of disobedience?--for you have declared to me your affections are disengaged. In our last conversation did you not say so?" "At first I did, my Lord--but you permitted me to consult my heart more closely; and I have since found that I was mistaken." "You then own you at first told me a falsehood, and yet have all this time, kept me in suspense without confessing it." "I waited, my Lord, till you should enquire----" "You have then, Sir, waited too long;" and the fire flashed from his eyes. Rushbrook now found himself in that perilous state, that admitted of no medium of resentment, but by such dastardly conduct on his part, as would wound both his truth and courage; and thus, animated by his danger, he was resolved to plunge boldly at once into the depth of his patron's anger. "My Lord," said he, (but he did not undertake this task without sustaining the trembling and convulsio
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   238  
239   240   241   242   243   244   245   246   247   248   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   >>  



Top keywords:
Rushbrook
 

future

 

pardon

 

waited

 

suppose

 

Elmwood

 
gratitude
 
happiness
 

wished

 
approbation

subject

 

understand

 
opposite
 

mistaken

 

falsehood

 

confessing

 

suspense

 

closely

 
disengaged
 
affections

declared

 

spirit

 
disobedience
 
conversation
 

permitted

 

consult

 

proposed

 
enquire
 

plunge

 

boldly


resolved

 

interrupted

 

animated

 

danger

 
sustaining
 

trembling

 
convulsio
 

undertake

 
patron
 

courage


perilous

 

flashed

 

Contrary

 
admitted
 

medium

 

conduct

 

dastardly

 

resentment

 

arises

 
foundation