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most distractedly) about the fields, looking repeatedly at his watch, and wishing the time would stand still, till he was ready to go back with his errand compleated. Every field he passed, brought him nearer to the house on which his imagination was fixed; but how, without forfeiting every appearance of that respect which he so powerfully felt, could he attempt to enter it?--he saw the indecorum, resolved not to be guilty of it, and yet walked on till he was within but a small orchard of the door. Could he then retreat?--he wished he could; but he found that he had proceeded too far to be any longer master of himself. The time was urgent; he must either behold her, and venture her displeasure, or by diffidence during one moment, give up all his hopes perhaps for ever. With that same disregard to consequences, which actuated him when he dared to supplicate Lord Elmwood in his daughter's behalf, he at length went eagerly to the door and rapped. A servant came--he asked to "Speak with Miss Woodley, if she was quite alone." He was shown into an apartment, and Miss Woodley entered to him. She started when she beheld who it was; but as he did not see a frown upon her face, he caught hold of her hand, and said persuasively, "Do not be offended with me. If I mean to offend you, may I forfeit my life in atonement." Poor Miss Woodley, glad in her solitude to see any one from Elmwood House, forgot his visit was an offence, till he put her in mind of it; she then said, with some reserve, "Tell me the purport of your coming, Sir, and perhaps I may have no reason to complain?" "It was to see Lady Matilda," he replied, "or to hear of her health. It was to offer her my services--it was, Miss Woodley, to convince her, if possible, of my esteem." "Had you no other method, Sir?" said Miss Woodley, with the same reserve. "None;" replied he, "or with joy I should have embraced it; and if you can inform me of any other, tell me I beseech you instantly, and I will immediately be gone, and pursue your directions." Miss Woodley hesitated. "You know of no other means, Miss Woodley," he cried. "And yet I cannot commend this," said she. "Nor do I. Do not imagine because you see me here, that I approve my conduct; but reduced to this necessity, pity the motives that have urged it." Miss Woodley did pity them; but as she would not own that she did, she could think of nothing else to say. At this instant a bel
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