FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108  
109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   >>   >|  
gravely. "Ever since I can remember I've been thinking--thinking and planning what I should do when I grew up. It seemed such a long, long time--being just a little girl, I mean, and not able to do what I wished. But I kept on thinking and planning, and all the while I _was_ growing up; and then at last--it all happened as I wished." She appeared to wait for his question. But he remained silent, staring at the blue rim of distant hills. "You don't ask me--you don't seem to care what I was planning," she said, her voice timid and uncertain. He glanced quickly at her. Something in her look stirred him curiously. It did not occur to him that her appeal and his instant response to it were as old as the race. "I wish you would tell me," he urged. "Tell me everything!" She drew a deep breath, her eyes misty with dreams. "For a long time I taught school," she went on, "but I couldn't save enough that way. I never could have saved enough, even if I had lived on bread and water. I wanted--I needed a great deal of money, and I wasn't clever nor particularly well educated. Sometimes I thought if I could only marry a millionaire--" He stared at her incredulously. "You don't mean that," he said with some impatience. She sighed. "I'm telling you just what happened," she reminded him. "It seemed the only way to get what I wanted. I thought I shouldn't mind that, or--anything, if I could only have as much money as I needed." A sense of sudden violent anger flared up within him. Did the girl realize what she was saying? She glanced up at him. "I never meant to tell any one about that part of it," she said hurriedly. "And--it wasn't necessary, after all; I got the money another way." He bit off the point of a pencil he had been sharpening with laborious care. "I should probably never have had a chance to marry a millionaire," she concluded reminiscently. "I'm not beautiful enough." With what abominable clearness she understood the game: the marriage-market; the buyer and the price. "I--didn't suppose you were like that," he muttered, after what seemed a long silence. She seemed faintly surprised. "Of course you don't know me," she said quickly. "Does any man know any woman, I wonder?" "They think they do," he stated doggedly; "and that amounts to the same thing." His thoughts reverted for an uncomfortable instant to Wesley Elliot and Fanny. It was only too easy to see through Fanny.
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108  
109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

thinking

 

planning

 
needed
 

glanced

 

wanted

 

instant

 

quickly

 
millionaire
 

happened

 

thought


wished

 

sharpening

 

laborious

 
chance
 
pencil
 

shouldn

 

realize

 
sudden
 

violent

 

flared


gravely
 

hurriedly

 
doggedly
 

amounts

 

stated

 

thoughts

 

Elliot

 

Wesley

 

reverted

 
uncomfortable

understood

 

marriage

 

market

 
clearness
 

abominable

 
reminiscently
 
beautiful
 

faintly

 

surprised

 
silence

muttered

 
suppose
 
concluded
 

stirred

 

Something

 

uncertain

 

curiously

 
appeal
 
response
 

question