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on, a single year of office, and the thing would be done. We who do the mechanical work would see that there was no breaking away again. But we must have that year, we must have Mannering. That is why I watch him like a child, and I must say that he has given me a good deal of anxiety lately." "In what way?" she asked. Borrowdean hesitated. He seemed uncertain how to answer. "If I explain what I mean," he said, "you will understand that I do not speak to you as a woman and an acquaintance of Mannering's, but simply as one of ourselves. Mannering's private life is, of course, interesting to me only as an index to his political destiny, and my acquaintance with it arises solely from my political interest in him. There are things in connection with it which I feel that I shall never properly be able to understand." She looked at him steadily. Her cheeks were a little whiter, but her tone was deliberate. "I do not wish to hear anything about Mr. Mannering's private life," she said. "You will understand that I am not free or disposed to listen when I tell you that I am going to marry him." This was perhaps the worst blow Borrowdean had ever experienced in the course of his whole life. The possibility of this was a danger which he had recognized might some time have to be reckoned with, but for the present he had felt safe enough. He was taken so completely aback that for a few moments his mind was a blank. He remained silent. "You do not offer me the conventional wishes," she remarked, presently. "They go--from me to you--as a matter of course," he answered. "To tell you the truth, I never thought of Mannering, for many reasons, as a marrying man." "You will have to readjust your views of him," she said, quietly, "for I think that we shall be married very soon." Borrowdean was a little white, and his teeth had come together. Whatever happened, he told himself, fiercely, this must never be. He felt his breast-pocket mechanically. Yes, the letter was there. Dare he risk it? She was a proud woman, she would be unforgiving if once she believed. But supposing she found him out? He temporized. "Thank you for telling me," he said. "Do you mind putting me down here?" "Why? You seemed in no hurry a few minutes ago." "The world," he said, "was a different place then." She looked at him searchingly. "You had better tell me all about it," she remarked. "You have something on your mind, something which yo
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