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yet remain within the orbit of my understanding?" she asked, with a faint smile. "If so, I should like to know exactly how you feel about it all." He passed a course with a somewhat weary gesture of refusal, and leaned back in his chair. "You are comprehensive--as usual," he remarked. "Just then I was wondering whether the perfume of these banks of hot-house flowers--I don't know what they are--was as sweet as the odour of the salt from the creeks, or my roses when the night wind touched them." "You were wondering! And what have you decided?" "Ah, I must not say. In any case you would not agree with me. Wasn't it you who once scoffed at my idyll in the wilderness?" "I do not think that I believe in idylls, nowadays," she answered. "One risks so many disappointments when one believes in anything." He raised his eyebrows. "You did not talk like this at Blakely," he remarked. "I am nearly a year older," she answered, "and a year wiser." "You pain me," he answered, with a little sigh. "You are a person of intelligence, and you talk of growing wiser with the years. Don't you know that the only supreme wisdom is the wisdom of the child? Our inherent ignorance is fed and nourished by experience." "You are hiding yourself," she remarked, "behind a fence of words--words that mean less than nothing! I don't suppose that even you would hesitate to admit that you have come into a larger world. You may have to pay for it. We all do. But at any rate it is an atmosphere which breeds men." "And changes women," he murmured, under his breath. She did not speak to him for several moments. Then the alteration in her tone and manner was almost marked. "You mentioned Blakely a few minutes ago," she said. "I wonder whether you remember our discussion there upon precisely what has come to pass." "Perfectly!" "I remember that in those days," she continued, reflectively, "you were very firm indeed, or was it my poor arguments that were at fault? Your vegetable and sentimental existence was a part of yourself. Ambition! You had forgotten what it was. Duty! You spouted individualism by the hour. Gratify my curiosity, won't you? Tell me what made you change your mind?" Mannering was silent for a moment. A close observer might have noticed a certain alteration in his face. A touch of the coming weariness was already there. "I have never changed my mind," he answered, quietly. "My inclinations to-day are what they
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