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trying to model with one hand; but you wouldn't believe ... the swiftness ... the sureness ... as if my fingers knew...." Roy could believe. Occasionally his own fingers behaved so. "When it was done, I put it in here," his father went on, masking, with studied quietness, his elation at the effect on Roy. "I've shown it to no one--not even Aunt Helen. I couldn't write of it. I felt it would sound crazy----" "Not to me," said Roy. "Well, I couldn't tell that. And I've been waiting--for _you_." "Since--when?" "Since the third of March, this year." Roy drew an audible breath. It was the anniversary of her passing. "All that time! How could you----? Why didn't you----?" "Well--_you_ know. You were obviously submerged--your novel, Udaipur, Lance.... You wouldn't have forgone all that ... if I know you, for a mere father. But you're here, at last, thank God. And--I want to know. You've seen Chitor, as it is to-day...." "I've seen more than that," said Roy. "I can tell you, now. I couldn't--before. Let's sit." And sitting there, on her couch, in her House of Gods, he told the story of his moonlit ride and its culmination; told it in low tones, in swift vivid phrases that came of themselves.... Throughout the telling--and for many minutes afterwards--his father sat motionless; his head on his hand, half shielding his face from view.... "I've only spoken of it to Grandfather," Roy said at last. "And with all my heart, I wish he could see ... that." Sir Nevil looked up now, and the subdued exaltation in his eyes was wholly new to Roy. "_I've_ gone a good way beyond wishing," he said. "But again--I was waiting for you. I want to go out there, Roy--with you two, when you're married--and see it all for myself. With care, one could take the thing along, to verify and improve it on the spot. Then--what do you say?--you and I might achieve a larger reproduction--for Grandfather: a gift to Rajputana--my source of inspiration; a tribute ... to her memory, who still lights our lives ... with the inextinguishable lamp of her spirit----" The last words--almost inaudible--were a revelation to Roy; an illumining glimpse of the true self, that a man hides very carefully from his fellows; and shows--at supreme moments only--to 'a woman when he loves her.' Shy of their mutual emotion, he laid a hand on his father's arm. "You can count on me, Dad," he said in the same low tone. "Who knows--one day it might
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