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fanned. The thought of the crucifix faded. It was as if the fire destroyed it and it became ashes--then nothing. She fixed her eyes on the distant fire of the Arabs, which was beginning to die down slowly as the night grew deeper. "I have doubted many things," he said. "I've been afraid." "You!" she said. "Yes. You know it." "How can I? Haven't I forgotten everything--since that day in the garden?" He drew up her hand and put it against his heart. "I'm jealous of the desert even," he whispered. "I won't let you touch it any more tonight." He looked into her eyes and saw that she was looking at the distant fire, steadily, with an intense eagerness. "Why do you do that?" he said. "To-night I like to look at fire," she answered. "Tell me why." "It is as if I looked at you, at all that there is in you that you have never said, never been able to say to me, all that you never can say to me but that I know all the same." "But," he said, "that fire is----" He did not finish the sentence, but put up his hand and turned her face till she was looking, not at the fire, but at him. "It is not like me," he said. "Men made it, and--it's a fire that can sink into ashes." An expression of sudden exaltation shone in her eyes. "And God made you," she said. "And put into you the spark that is eternal." And now again she thought, she dared, she loved to think of the crucifix and of the moment when he would see it in the tent. "And God made you love me," she said. "What is it?" Androvsky had moved suddenly, as if he were going to get up from the warm ground. "Did you--?" "No," he said in a low voice. "Go on, Domini. Speak to me." He sat still. A sudden longing came to her to know if to-night he were feeling as she was the sacredness of their relation to each other. Never had they spoken intimately of religion or of the mysteries that lie beyond and around human life. Once or twice, when she had been about to open her heart to him, to let him understand her deep sense of the things unseen, something had checked her, something in him. It was as if he had divined her intention and had subtly turned her from it, without speech, merely by the force of his inward determination that she should not break through his reserve. But to-night, with his hand on hers and the starry darkness above them, with the waste stretching around them, and the cool air that was like the breath of liberty upon th
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