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about the secret forces in the universe that made him almost a god. And he taught me things that the wisest philosopher in the world doesn't suspect. Still, your father may have been right. I think it very likely that what he taught me may send me to hell!" I shivered. I looked up nervously to make sure that the way was clear to the door. I began to suspect that my friend Banaotovich, though he was certainly not a criminal, might be a dangerous lunatic. My _vis-a-vis_ rubbed absently at a protuberance on his left side. I had noticed it when he first came across the room to speak to me. A deformity--I was sure it had not been there when he was a boy--or perhaps a tumor or some such thing as that. "I kept very quiet about what the Hindoo taught me, because I knew most people felt about such things much as you say your father did. And I wanted to get on in the world. But I had an idea the Hindoo could help me get on. Perhaps he _has_----" And he stared gloomily at space. "Perhaps he has. And perhaps he hasn't." He brooded. Then he took up the thread of his story. "Wolansky nearly drove me to suicide. I read and studied and crammed, day and night. I tried everything I could think of to overcome the man's antagonism. I crawled in the dust before him like a whipped cur! Nothing did any good. And when I saw he hated me and was determined to smash me, I began to hate _him_, too. I came to hate him worse than I hated the devils in hell. There was a time when I had to hold myself back with all my strength to keep from sticking a knife into him or braining him with a chair. But the Hindoo and I made some experiments with telepathy, and I discovered that there are other ways of killing a man besides stabbing him or giving him poison. "I learned how to make a man in front of me on the street turn around and look at me. I learned how to make _you_ dream about me and come and tell me the dream the next morning," (when he said that, I jumped, for I remembered having done exactly that thing!). "I learned how to bring out a bruise on Wolansky's face although he lived on the other side of town; so that he went around asking people how he could have bumped his forehead without knowing it. And at last I went to bed one night, set my mind on Wolansky, and said over and over to myself a thousand times: Die, you dog! You've _got_ to die! I _order_ you to die! "I said it over till I fell into a sort of trance. It wasn't sleep,
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