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mother of about a dozen children, only now and then lending little Louis a cordial cuff by way of paying the interest of the vast debt she owes his father. Oh' (I went on), 'my orphan girl would give me many a kiss; she would watch on the threshold for my coming home of an evening; she would run into my arms; she would keep my hearth as bright as she would make it warm. God bless the sweet idea! Find her I must.' "Her eyes emitted an eager flash, her lips opened; but she reclosed them, and impetuously turned away. "'Tell me, tell me where she is, Miss Keeldar!' "Another movement, all haughtiness and fire and impulse. "'I must know. You _can_ tell me; you _shall_ tell me.' "'I _never will_.' "She turned to leave me. Could I now let her part as she had always parted from me? No. I had gone too far not to finish; I had come too near the end not to drive home to it. All the encumbrance of doubt, all the rubbish of indecision, must be removed at once, and the plain truth must be ascertained. She must take her part, and tell me what it was; I must take mine and adhere to it. "'A minute, madam,' I said, keeping my hand on the door-handle before I opened it. 'We have had a long conversation this morning, but the last word has not been spoken yet. It is yours to speak it.' "'May I pass?' "'No; I guard the door. I would almost rather die than let you leave me just now, without speaking the word I demand.' "'What dare you expect me to say?' "'What I am dying and perishing to hear; what I _must_ and _will_ hear; what you dare not now suppress.' "'Mr. Moore, I hardly know what you mean. You are not like yourself.' "I suppose I hardly was like my usual self, for I scared her--that I could see. It was right: she must be scared to be won. "'You _do_ know what I mean, and for the first time I stand before you _myself_. I have flung off the tutor, and beg to introduce you to the man. And remember, he is a gentleman.' "She trembled. She put her hand to mine as if to remove it from the lock. She might as well have tried to loosen, by her soft touch, metal welded to metal. She felt she was powerless, and receded; and again she trembled. "What change I underwent I cannot explain, but out of her emotion passed into me a new spirit. I neither was crushed nor elated by her lands and gold; I thought not of them, cared not for them. They were nothing--dross that could not dismay me. I saw only herself--her youn
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