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to droop, but she saw nothing of it all. She only wanted to get inside and shut and bolt the door, and be alone with herself and her anger. "There!" she cried passionately, flinging the wreath across the kitchen, "take that! I hate you--I hate the sight of you!" She would have cried, but that she had made up her mind that she would not. "I'll never wear the hateful thing--I couldn't! If I was to meet that girl when I'd got it on I--I'd never get over it! And there's all my money gone; wasted, and-- and----" At last the tears did come, in spite of her, and Mona's heart felt relieved. She picked out the paper bag from inside the fender, and, carrying it upstairs, thrust it inside the lid of her box. "There! and I hope I'll never see the old thing ever any more, and then, p'raps, in time I'll forget all about it." As she went down the stairs again to the kitchen she remembered that her father would be home in a few minutes to his dinner, and that she had to boil some potatoes. "Oh, dear--I wish--I wish----" But what was the use of wishing! She had the forget-me-nots she had so longed for--and what was the result! "I'll never, never wish for anything again," she thought ruefully, "but I suppose that wishing you'd got something, and wishing you hadn't forgot something, are two different things, though both make you feel miserable," she added gloomily. For a moment she sat, overwhelmed by all that she had done and had left undone. The emptiness and silence of the house brought to her a sense of loneliness. The street outside was empty and silent too, except for two old women who walked by with heavy, dragging steps. One of the two was talking in a patient, pathetic voice, but loudly, for her companion was deaf. "There's no cure for trouble like work, I know that. I've had more'n my share of trouble, and if it hadn't been that I'd got the children to care for, and my work cut out to get 'em bread to eat, I'd have give in; I couldn't have borne all I've had to bear----" The words reached Mona distinctly through the silence. She rose to her feet. "P'raps work'll help me to bear mine," she thought bitterly. "When my man and my two boys was drowned that winter, I'd have gone out of my mind if I hadn't had to work to keep a home for the others----" The voices died away in the distance, and Mona's bitterness died away too. "Her man, and her two boys--three of them dead, all drowned in one day-- oh,
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