FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160  
161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   >>   >|  
ve made me really love you. I don't know why you did it, for I surely had not hurt you in any way. However, you did it, and you must have had some reason. You found me a boy; you have made me a man. Well--you must love me, too." The boat had begun to drift, and was alone on the burnished water. Lady Harden clasped her hands nervously. "I must love you! What _rot_! Come, row to the landing, please. I am going back to the house, and you must go on to the Westerleighs'." "Dagny--I say, you must love me, too." "You are crazy." "I am not." "Well, I do not love you, and I never shall. Now let us end this melodrama." Cleeve took up the oars and rowed rapidly to the landing place. Then, as she stepped onto the platform, he took her into his arms. "You _must_," he said, looking down at her. "It's all your own fault. You did it willfully. Now you must love me." His dogged persistency puzzled her and routed all her usual array of graceful phrases. "Am I being invited to--elope with you?" she asked, laughing a little shrilly. He flushed. "No. I--love you. But--you must feel something of this that is hurting me. Hurting? Why, it's _hell_." "Hell! I am sorry--indeed I am----" "Oh, _that_ does no good. Words can't help. You have got to suffer, too," he returned, still holding her round the shoulders. It was, in spite of the thrill of the unusual that she distinctly felt, absurd. It ought to be laughed at. So she laughed. "How can you make me suffer, you baby?" she asked. "Well, I can. Woman have their weapons, and men have theirs. You've made a man of me. I know a lot of things I didn't know last week. Among others, I know that you couldn't have been as you have been unless I had attracted you pretty strongly. You are"--he went on, with the green coolness that sat so oddly on his tense young face--"pretty near to loving me at this moment." "That is not true." "Oh, yes, it is, Lady Harden. It's because I am young, and big, and--good looking. These things count for you as well as for us. And you are thirty. I read a book the other day about a woman of thirty. Thirty is young enough, but thirty-five isn't, and--thirty-five is coming." Her eyes closed for an instant. "You are brutal." "Yes, I am very brutal. You were brutal, too. You see, I remembered that novel while I was dressing for dinner, and it taught me a lot. You and _it_ have made me rather wise between you. Well, I love you," he
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   155   156   157   158   159   160  
161   162   163   164   165   166   167   168   169   170   171   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

thirty

 
brutal
 

things

 

laughed

 

suffer

 

pretty

 
landing
 

Harden

 

weapons

 
remembered

couldn

 
dressing
 

thrill

 

unusual

 
taught
 
shoulders
 
holding
 

dinner

 

distinctly

 
absurd

returned

 

moment

 

Thirty

 

loving

 

closed

 

strongly

 

instant

 
attracted
 

coming

 

coolness


invited
 
Westerleighs
 
melodrama
 

Cleeve

 

nervously

 
However
 
reason
 

surely

 

burnished

 

clasped


rapidly

 
flushed
 

shrilly

 

laughing

 

hurting

 

Hurting

 

phrases

 
platform
 

stepped

 
routed