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ck, and while we were talking I heard you coming and so--and--so----" "You got him out of the way in time! Then after I left he was here again with you?" "For a little while, just a little while." Ringfield suddenly snatched her hands and bent his stern offended gaze upon her. "You have been hours with that man, hours--I know it. And to pretend to me that there was no one there, while you allowed me to open my mind and heart to you--the indignity of it, the smallness and vileness of it; oh!--can not you see how I suffer in my pride for myself as well as in my affection for you? As for the man, he knew no better, and I suppose he wished for nothing better, than to listen and look, to watch us, to spy----" He choked with sorrowful wrath and temper; an access of jealous, injured fury entirely possessed him for an instant, then with a great effort, and an inward prayer, he partly regained his ministerial calm. "You must see that I am right," he resumed; "he calls himself a gentleman--you call him one; but is that a gentlemanly thing to do? Gentleman? To stay here in hiding and let us talk on as we did! And what does it signify that he is or has been 'an Oxford man'--the term has no relevancy here, no meaning or sense whatever. Tell me this once more, for I have grave doubts--has he any legal right over you?" Pauline resolved to answer this question truthfully. How would Ringfield accept the delicate distinction of a moral right involving only those ties, those obligations, known to themselves and not to the world? "No," she said, firmly. Then a great burst of colour filled her face as she continued. "But he should have had. Now you know. Now you know all." And Ringfield, as almost any other man would have done, mistakenly concluded that she was the unfortunate mother of the unfortunate child in the distant parish, Angeel! In this, perhaps the crucial moment of his whole existence, his manhood, his innate simple strength, his reason and his faith, all wavered, tottered before him; this experience, this knowledge of evil at first hand in the person of one so dear, flamed round him like some hideous blast from the hot furnace of an accepted hell, and he realized the terrors of things he had read about and seen depicted--lost souls, dark and yet lurid pits of destruction, misshapen beasts and angry angels--the blood flowed from his arteries and from his stricken heart up to his frightened brain,
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