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and of Franklin--both so funny, both so earnest--appear at the farther edge of the lawn engaged in strenuous converse. Helen looked at them too, kindly and indifferently. 'That would be quite an appropriate attachment, wouldn't it?' she remarked. 'They seem very much interested in each other, those two.' Althea grew very red. Her mind knew a horrid wrench. She did not know whether it was in pride of possessorship, or shame of it, or merely in helpless loyalty that, after a pause, she said: 'Perhaps I ought to have told you, Helen, that Franklin has wanted to marry me for fifteen years. I've no intention of accepting him; but no one can judge as I can of how big and dear a person he is--in spite of his funniness.' As she spoke she remembered--it was with a gush of undiluted dismay--that to Helen she had in Paris spoken of the 'delightful' suitor, the 'only one.' Did Helen remember? And how could Helen connect that delightful 'one' with Franklin, and with her own attitude towards Franklin? But Helen now had turned her eyes upon her, opening them--it always seemed to be with difficulty that she did it--widely. 'My dear,' she said, 'I do beg your pardon. You never gave me a hint.' How, indeed, could the Paris memory have been one? 'There wasn't any hint to give, exactly,' said Althea, blushing more deeply and trying to prevent the tears from rising. 'I'm not in the least in love with Franklin. I never shall be.' 'No, of course not,' Helen replied, full of solicitude. 'Only, as you say, you must know him so well;--to have him talked over, quite idly and ignorantly, as I've been talking.--Really, you ought to have stopped me.' 'There was no reason for stopping you. I can see Franklin with perfect detachment. I see him just as you do, only I see so much more. His devotion to me is a rare thing; it has always made me feel unworthy.' 'Dear me, yes. Fifteen years, you say; it's quite extraordinary,' said Helen. To Althea it seemed that Helen's candour was merciless, and revealed her to herself as uncandid, crooked, and devious. It was with a stronger wish than ever to atone to Franklin that she persisted: '_He_ is extraordinary; that's what I mean about him. I am devoted to him. And my consolation is that since I can't give him love he finds my friendship the next best thing in life.' 'Really?' Helen repeated. She was silent then, evidently not considering herself privileged to ask questions; and the silence wa
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