FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   >>  
rds my daughter to take her hand and conduct her to the abbatial seat. "Rise, my dear daughter," said the abbess; "come and assume the place that belongs to you. Your virtues, and not your rank, have obtained for you the position you have gained." Fleur-de-Marie, trembling, advanced a few steps, and said: "Pardon me, holy mother, but I would speak to my sisters." "Then first place yourself, my dear child, in your abbatial seat," said the princess; "it is from thence your voice shall be heard." "That place, holy mother, never can be mine!" replied Fleur-de-Marie, in a low and tremulous voice. "What mean you, my dear daughter?" "So high a dignity was not made for me, holy mother." "But the wishes of all your sisters call you to it." "Permit me, holy mother, to make here, on my knees, a solemn confession; and my sisters will see, and you, also, holy mother, that the humblest condition is not humble enough for me." "This arises from your modesty, my dear child," said the superior, with kindness, believing that the unhappy girl was giving way to a feeling of overdelicacy. But I divined the confession Fleur-de-Marie was about to make, and, greatly alarmed, I exclaimed, in a voice of entreaty: "My child, I conjure thee--" It is impossible, my dearest Clemence, to describe the look which Fleur-de-Marie gave me. In an instant she understood all, and saw how deeply I should share in the shame of this horrible revelation. She comprehended that after such a confession they might accuse me of falsehood, for I had always made it out that Fleur-de-Marie had never left her mother. At this reflection the poor dear child thought she would be guilty of the blackest ingratitude towards me; she had not power to continue, but bowed down her head, overcome--overwhelmed. "Again I assure you, my dear child," said the abbess, "your modesty deceives you. The unanimity of the choice of your sisters proves how worthy you are to replace me. It is not the princess--it is Sister Amelie who is elected. For us your life began on the day when you first put foot in this house of the Lord, and it is this exemplary and holy life that we recompense. I will say more, my dear daughter; if before you entered this retreat your life had been as wrong as it has been, on the
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   >>  



Top keywords:

mother

 

daughter

 

sisters

 

confession

 
abbess
 
princess
 

abbatial

 

modesty

 

accuse

 

falsehood


thought

 

guilty

 

blackest

 

reflection

 

ingratitude

 

deeply

 

instant

 
understood
 

comprehended

 

revelation


horrible
 
exemplary
 

Sister

 

Amelie

 

replace

 

proves

 

worthy

 
entered
 

elected

 

choice


unanimity

 
overcome
 

overwhelmed

 
deceives
 

assure

 

retreat

 
recompense
 
continue
 

replied

 

dignity


wishes

 

tremulous

 

Pardon

 

assume

 

belongs

 

conduct

 
virtues
 

trembling

 
advanced
 

gained