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blazed once--oh, an eternity ago, at a street-car conductor. Her challenge rang like a sword out of a scabbard. "We'll settle that before we go any further," she said. "Telephone for James Randolph, or any other alienist you like. Let him take me and put me in a sanatorium somewhere and keep me under observation as long as he pleases, until he's satisfied whether I'm out of my mind or not. But unless you're willing to do that, don't call me irresponsible." He grew more reasonable as a belief in her complete seriousness and determination sobered him. He made desperate efforts to recover his self-control--to get his big, cool, fine mechanism of a mind into action. But his mind, to his complete bewilderment, betrayed him. He'd always looked at Rose before, through the lens of his emotions. But now that he forced himself to look at her through the non-refracting window from which he looked at the rest of the world, she compelled him again and again to admit that she was right. "Why shouldn't I be right?" she said with a woebegone smile. "These are all just things I've learned from you." After a long and rather angry struggle with himself, he made up his mind to a compromise, and in one of their cooler talks together, he offered it. "We've both of us pretty well lost our sense of proportion, it seems to me," he said. "This whole ghastly business started from my refusing to let Mrs. Ruston go and get a nurse who'd allow you to be your own nurse-maid. Well, I'm willing to give up completely on that point. You can let Mrs. Ruston go as soon as you like and get a nurse who'll meet with your ideas." "You're doing that," said Rose thoughtfully, "rather than let me go away. That's the way it is, isn't it?" "Why, yes, of course," he admitted. "I was looking at things from the children's point of view, and I thought I was right. From their point of view, I still think so." She drew in a long sigh and shook her head. "It won't do, Roddy. Can't you see you're giving way practically under a threat--because I'll go away if you don't? But think what it would mean if I did stay, on those terms. The thing would rankle always. And if anything did happen to one of the babies because the new nurse wasn't quite so good, you'd never forgive me--not in all the world. "And," she added a little later, "that would be just as true of any other compromise. I mean like going and living in a flat and letting me do the housework--any
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