e job in hand, which
generally was to take up one end of a stretcher laden with a bloody
man, or to give my shoulder to a tall soldier who leaned upon it and
stumbled forward to an open door which led to the operating-table
and an empty bed, where he might die if his luck were out.
The courtyard was always full of stir and bustle in the hours when the
ambulance convoys came in with their cargoes of men rescued from
the firing zone. The headlights of the cars thrust shafts of blinding
light into the darkness as they steered round in the steep and narrow
road which led to the convent gates between two high thick walls, and
then, with a grinding and panting, came inside to halt beside cars
already at a standstill. The cockney voices of the chauffeurs called to
each other.
"Blast yer, Bill... Carn't yer give a bit of elber room? Gord almighty,
'ow d'yer think I can get in there?"
Women came out into the yard, their white caps touched by the light
of their lanterns, and women's voices spoke quietly.
"Have you got many this time?" "We can hardly find an inch of
room." "It's awful having to use stretchers for beds." "There were
six deaths this afternoon."
Then would follow a silence or a whispering of stretcher-bearers,
telling their adventures to a girl in khaki breeches, standing with one
hand in her jacket pocket, and with the little flare of a cigarette
glowing upon her cheek and hair.
"All safe? ... That was luck!"
"O mon Dieu! O, cre nom! O! O!"
It was a man's voice crying in agony, rising to a shuddering, blood-
curdling scream:
"O Jesus! O! O!"
One could not deafen one's ears against that note of human agony. It
pierced into one's soul. One could only stand gripping one's hands in
this torture chamber, with darkness between high walls, and with
shadows making awful noises out of the gulfs of blackness.
The cries of the wounded men died down and whimpered out into a
dull faint moaning.
A laugh came chuckling behind an ambulance.
"Hot? ... I should think it was! But we picked the men up and crossed
the bridge all right... The shells were falling on every side of us. ... I
was pretty scared, you bet... It's a bit too thick, you know!"
Silence again. Then a voice speaking quietly across the yard:
"Anyone to lend a hand? There's a body to be carried out."
I helped to carry out the body, as every one helped to do any small
work if he had his hands free at the moment. It was the saving of
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