FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118  
119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   >>   >|  
e, do you love me, and will you be my wife?" "Henry," she replied, softly, but firmly, "I _do_ love you. I have loved you a long, long time, and I shall be proud to be your wife, if--you think me worthy." It was more than I could bear. The sleepless nights, the days of almost entire fasting, together with all my troubles, had been too much for me. I was weak in body and in mind. "Oh, Jane!" was all I could say. Then, leaning my head upon her shoulder, I cried like a child. It didn't seem childish then. "Oh, but, Henry, I won't, then, if you feel so badly about it," said she, half laughing. Then, changing her tone, she begged me to become calm. But in vain. The barriers were broken down, and the tide of emotion, long suppressed, must gush forth. She evidently came to this conclusion. She stood quiet and silent, and at last began timidly stroking my hair. I shall never forget the first touch of her hand upon my forehead. It soothed me, or else my emotion was spent; for, after a while, I became quite still. "Oh, Jane," I whispered, "my sorrow I could bear; but this strange happiness overwhelms me. Can it be true? Oh, it is a fearful thing to be so happy! How came you to love me, Jane? You are so beautiful, and I--I am so"---- "You are so good, Henry!" she exclaimed, earnestly,--"too good for me! You are a true-hearted, noble soul, worthy the love of any woman. If you weren't so bashful," she continued, in a lower tone, "I should not say so much; but--do you suppose nobody is happy but yourself? There is somebody who scarcely more than an hour ago was weeping bitter tears, feeling that the greatest joy of her life was gone forever. But now her joy has returned to her, her heart is glad, she trembles with happiness. Oh, Henry, 'it is a fearful thing to be so happy!'" I could not answer; so I drew her close up to me. She was mine now, and why should I not press her closely to my heart,--that heart so brimful of love for her? There was a little bench at the foot of the apple-tree, and there I made her sit down by me and answer the many eager questions I had to ask. I forgot all about the dampness and the evening air. She told how her mother had liked me from the first,--how they were informed, by some few acquaintances they had made in the village, of my early disappointment, and also of the peculiar state of mind into which I was thrown by those early troubles; but when she began to love me she couldn't tell. S
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118  
119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
emotion
 

fearful

 

answer

 

happiness

 

worthy

 

troubles

 
returned
 
forever
 

trembles

 
firmly

weeping

 

scarcely

 
bitter
 

closely

 

greatest

 

suppose

 

feeling

 

village

 
disappointment
 
acquaintances

informed

 

peculiar

 
couldn
 
thrown
 

softly

 

replied

 

continued

 
mother
 

evening

 

dampness


questions

 

forgot

 

brimful

 

suppressed

 
barriers
 

broken

 
evidently
 

silent

 
entire
 

fasting


conclusion

 

leaning

 

childish

 
shoulder
 

changing

 

begged

 

laughing

 

timidly

 

beautiful

 
sleepless