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with himself; but in truth the devil of gambling was hot within his bosom; and though he feared that in losing he might lose real money, and that if he won it would be long before he was paid, yet he could not keep himself from the card-table. Neither mother or daughter said a word till they reached home and had got upstairs. Then the elder spoke of the trouble that was nearest to her heart at the moment. 'Do you think he gambles?' 'He has got no money, mamma.' 'I fear that might not hinder him. And he has money with him, though, for him and such friends as he has, it is not much. If he gambles everything is lost.' 'I suppose they all do play more or less.' 'I have not known that he played. I am wearied too, out of all heart, by his want of consideration to me. It is not that he will not obey me. A mother perhaps should not expect obedience from a grown-up son. But my word is nothing to him. He has no respect for me. He would as soon do what is wrong before me as before the merest stranger.' 'He has been so long his own master, mamma.' 'Yes,--his own master! And yet I must provide for him as though he were but a child. Hetta, you spent the whole evening talking to Paul Montague.' 'No, mamma that is unjust.' 'He was always with you.' 'I knew nobody else. I could not tell him not to speak to me. I danced with him twice.' Her mother was seated, with both her hands up to her forehead, and shook her head. 'If you did not want me to speak to Paul you should not have taken me there.' 'I don't wish to prevent your speaking to him. You know what I want.' Henrietta came up and kissed her, and bade her good night. 'I think I am the unhappiest woman in all London,' she said, sobbing hysterically. 'Is it my fault, mamma?' 'You could save me from much if you would. I work like a horse, and I never spend a shilling that I can help. I want nothing for myself,-- nothing for myself. Nobody has suffered as I have. But Felix never thinks of me for a moment.' 'I think of you, mamma.' 'If you did you would accept your cousin's offer. What right have you to refuse him? I believe it is all because of that young man.' 'No, mamma; it is not because of that young man. I like my cousin very much;--but that is all. Good night, mamma.' Lady Carbury just allowed herself to be kissed, and then was left alone. At eight o'clock the next morning daybreak found four young men who had just risen from a card-table a
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