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the almost childish way in which he caught at her sleeve, as she turned from him--ah, poor Guy! "Edwin, is it my brother Edwin? Who would have thought it?" Half-bewildered, he looked from one to the other of us all; but no one spoke, no one contradicted him. Edwin, his passion quite gone, stooped in a sorrowful and humble way to pick up his betrothed's letter. Then Guy flew at him, and caught him by the collar. "You coward!--how dared you?--No, I won't hurt him; she is fond of him. Go away, every one of you. Oh, mother, mother, mother!" He fell on her neck, sobbing. She gathered him in her arms, as she had used to do in his childhood; and so we left them. "AS ONE WHOM HIS MOTHER COMFORTETH." Ay, Prophet of Israel, thou wert wise. CHAPTER XXXIV John and I sat over the study fire till long after midnight. Many an anxious watch I had kept with him, but none sadder than this. Because now, for the first time, our house was divided against itself. A sorrow had entered it, not from without but from within--a sorrow which we could not meet and bear, as a family. Alas! darker and darker had the bitter truth forced itself upon us, that neither joy nor affliction would ever find us as a family again. I think all parents must feel cruelly a pang like this--the first trouble in which they cannot help their children--the first time when those children must learn to stand alone, each for himself, compelled to carry his own burthen and work out, well or ill, his individual life. When the utmost the wisest or tenderest father can do, is to keep near with outstretched hand that the child may cling to, assured of finding sympathy, counsel, and love. If this father had stood aloof all his life, on some pinnacle of paternal "pride," paternal "dignity"--if he had not made himself his boys' companion, counsellor, and friend, how great would have been his terrors now! For, as we both knew well--too well to trust ourselves to say it--if there was one thing in the world that ruins a lad, drives him to desperation, shuts the door of home upon him, and opens many another door, of which the entrance is the very gate of hell--it is such a disappointment as this which had happened to our Guy. His father saw it all. Saw it clearer, crueller, than even his mother could see. Yet when, very late, almost at dawn, she came in, with the tidings that Guy was himself again now--sleeping as quietly as a child--her husb
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