see about it."

My father never broke or retracted his word. So after that John
Halifax came to us every Sunday; and for one day of the week, at least,
was received in his master's household as our equal and my friend.

CHAPTER V

Summers and winters slipped by lazily enough, as the years seemed
always to crawl round at Norton Bury. How things went in the outside
world I little knew or cared. My father lived his life, mechanical and
steady as clock-work, and we two, John Halifax and Phineas Fletcher,
lived our lives--the one so active and busy, the other so useless and
dull. Neither of us counted the days, nor looked backwards or forwards.

One June morning I woke to the consciousness that I was twenty years
old, and that John Halifax was--a man: the difference between us being
precisely as I have expressed it.

Our birthdays fell within a week of each other, and it was in
remembering his--the one which advanced him to the dignity of
eighteen--that I called to mind my own. I say, "advanced him to the
dignity"--but in truth that is an idle speech; for any dignity which
the maturity of eighteen may be supposed to confer he had already in
possession. Manhood had come to him, both in character and demeanour,
not as it comes to most young lads, an eagerly-desired and
presumptuously-asserted claim, but as a rightful inheritance, to be
received humbly, and worn simply and naturally. So naturally, that I
never seemed to think of him as anything but a boy, until this one June
Sunday, when, as before stated, I myself became twenty years old.

I was talking over that last fact, in a rather dreamy mood, as he and I
sat in our long-familiar summer seat, the clematis arbour by the garden
wall.

"It seems very strange, John, but so it is--I am actually twenty."

"Well, and what of that?"

I sat looking down into the river, which flowed on, as my years were
flowing, monotonous, dark, and slow,--as they must flow on for ever.
John asked me what I was thinking of.

"Of myself: what a fine specimen of the noble genus homo I am."

I spoke bitterly, but John knew how to meet that mood. Very patient he
was with it and with every ill mood of mine. And I was grateful, with
that deep gratitude we feel to those who bear with us, and forgive us,
and laugh at us, and correct us,--all alike for love.

"Self-investigation is good on birthdays. Phineas, here goes for a
catalogue of your qualities, internal and external."