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n't count: I hardly remember most of it, anyhow. Before me, as I talked, the faces swam away into a dim and meaningless strip. I was not talking to these raw, swankering college boys. I was talking to something beyond--to something that was infinitely brighter and more glorious than I had ever known before. I was talking to something beyond all earth--to Someone.... And I was appealing, was summoning, calling Him down to my aid. I was speaking His words, in the spirit of His ancient fighting prophets. I was fighting His fight. The calm frenzy in my heart was of His instillation. For years I had sought Him. For years I had shunned Him, knowing my need of Him. For all the days of my life I had borne the fierce justice of His words as a lonely burden--and now, now.... "And I shall fight and fight," I cried, "in the name of God--the God that is over all of us, of whatever race, creed or color--for the things that are fair and right and just. I shall have justice for a little East Side Jewish freshman as you shall have it, too." Then suddenly, as if blinded by the refulgence of what I saw, my eyes began to water and grow dim. I stood there, tense, and did not mind the pain that was in them. But I could speak no more. And slowly the men rose and went out, quietly, strangely--looking back sometimes to where I stood--not comprehending everything, I suppose, but moved beyond all common approbation. They had been conquered. Braley remained alone with me in the deserted hall. I looked at him across a row of seats and began to laugh. "You didn't even say a word to them about that rotten trick we played on you," he said, shamefacedly, his glib manners gone. "I didn't have to," I replied. "Besides, I forgot." "Well--er--thanks! You could have had us expelled!" But the pain and dizziness were beyond standing now. I tore off my hat, so that he had a glimpse of the long, sullen cut over my eye. "Look out!" he cried, leaping up on the platform, to hold me--for I was falling to the floor. I remember laughing again, long but weakly. "I didn't have to! I didn't have to!" And after so much light, there came the darkness. XX THE CANDLES ARE LIGHTED When I rose from a hospital bed of fever and darkness, ten days later, it was with a feeling of rebirth--as if, in the dripping delirium of threatened blindness, the last doubts had sloughed away. And when the bandage was taken from my eyes, and I had, for
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