Please, don't say that.
DR. HILTI. By the de'il, 'tis the first time I've e'er gone with a
girrl! You can believe me. Mass, I hadn't thought it would be like
this!
LULU. Are you married?
DR. HILTI. Heaven and Hail, why do you think I am married?--No, I'm a
tutor; I read philosophy at the University. The truth is, I come of a
very old country family. As a student, I got just two shillings
pocket-money, and I could make better use of that than for girrls!
LULU. So you have never been with a woman?
DR. HILTI. Just so, yes! But I want it now. I got engaged this
evening to a country-woman of mine. She's a governess here.
LULU. Is she pretty?
DR. HILTI. Yaw, she's got a hundred thousand.--I am very eager, as it
seems to me....
LULU. (_Tossing back her hair._) I *am* in luck! (_Takes the lamp._)
Well, if you please, Mr. Tutor? (_They go into her room. Geschwitz
draws a small black revolver from her pocket and sets it to her
forehead._)
GESCHWITZ.--Come, come,--beloved! (_Dr. Hilti tears open the door
again.--_)
DR. HILTI. (_Plunging in._) Insane seraphs! Some one's lying in
there!
LULU. (_Lamp in hand, holds him by the sleeve._) Stay with me!
DR. HILTI. A dead man! A corpse!
LULU. Stay with me! Stay with me!
DR. HILTI. (_Tearing away._) A corpse is lying in there! Horrors!
Hail! Heaven!
LULU. Stay with me!
DR. HILTI. Where d's it go out? (_Sees Geschwitz._) And there is the
devil!
LULU. Please, stop, stay!
DR. HILTI. Devil, devilled devilry!--Oh, thou eternal--(_Exit._)
LULU. (_Rushing after him._) Stop! Stop!
GESCHWITZ. (_Alone, lets the revolver sink._) Better, hang! If she
sees me lie in my blood to-day she'll not weep a tear for me! I have
always been to her but the docile tool that could be used for the
heaviest labor. From the first day she has abhorred me from the
depths of her soul.--Shall I not rather jump from the bridge? Which
could be colder, the water or her heart? I would dream till I was
drowned.--Better, hang!-- --Stab?--Hm, there would be no use in
that-- --How often have I dreamt that she kissed me! But a minute
more; an owl knocks there at the window, and I wake up.-- --Better,
hang! Not water; water is too clean for me. (_Starting up._)
There!--There! There it is!--Quick now, before she comes! (_Takes the
plaid-straps from the wall, climbs on the chair, fastens them to a
hook in the door-post, puts her head thru them, kicks the chair away,
and falls to the
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