FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104  
105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   >>   >|  
nything. "I could earn money for you--it's not myself I'm thinking about," the girl went on; the half-lie came out quite without her conscious volition. "I wish you didn't always think I do everything for selfish reasons." "I don't, my dear," said the mother feebly. "I'm sure it's my duty," Maisie went on, with more tears than ever in her voice. "I'm eighteen, and I ought to be earning something, instead of being a burden to you." The mother looked hopelessly into the fire. She had always tried to explain things to Maisie; how was it that Maisie never understood? "I'm sure," said Maisie, echoing her mother's thought, "I always try to tell you how I think about things, and you never seem to understand. Of course, I won't go if you wish it, but I _do_ think----" She left the room in tears, and the mother remained to torment herself with the eternal questions, What had she done wrong? Why was Maisie not contented? What could she do to please her? Would nothing please her but the things that were not for her good--smart clothes, change, novelty? How could she bear her life if Maisie was not pleased? She went down to supper shivering with misery and apprehension. What a meal it would be with Maisie cold and aloof, polite and indifferent! But Maisie was cheerful, gay almost, and her mother felt a passion of gratitude to her daughter for not being sulky or unapproachable. Maisie, however, was only stepping back to jump the better. The same scene, with intenser variations, was played about twice a week till the girl got her way, as she always did in the end, except in the matter of cheap finery. Taste in dress was as vital to the mother as her religion. Then, through the influence of an old governess of her mother's, Maisie got her wish. She was to go as companion to an old lady, the mother of Lady Yalding, and she was to live at Yalding Towers. Here was splendour--here would be life, incident, opportunity! For her reading had sometimes strayed from _Home Hints_ to the _Family Herald_, and she knew exactly what are the chances of romance to a humble companion in the family of a lady of title. And now Maisie's mother gave way to her, finally and completely, even on the question of dress. The old wardrobe was ransacked to find materials to fit her out with clothes for her new venture. It was a beautiful time for Maisie. New things, and old things made to look as good as new, or better. It was like having a trou
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104  
105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Maisie
 

mother

 

things

 
clothes
 

Yalding

 

companion

 

influence

 

governess

 

variations

 

played


intenser

 
stepping
 

finery

 
religion
 
matter
 

Herald

 

question

 

wardrobe

 

ransacked

 

completely


finally

 

materials

 

venture

 

beautiful

 

family

 
reading
 

strayed

 

opportunity

 

splendour

 

incident


chances

 

romance

 
humble
 

Family

 

Towers

 

change

 

burden

 

looked

 

earning

 

eighteen


hopelessly
 
thought
 

echoing

 

understood

 

explain

 
thinking
 

nything

 
conscious
 
feebly
 

reasons