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g it, and sang a tango in horrible fashion, in her strong, peasant voice. "I confess that I was seized with an impulse to speak to her 'in the name of morality,'--that hypocritical desire we all possess to propagate virtue when we are sated and desire is dead. "She raised her eyes, astonished to see me look so solemn, preaching to her, like a missionary glorifying chastity with a prostitute on his knees; her gaze wandered continually from my austere countenance to the bed close by. Her common sense was baffled before the incongruity between such virtue and the excesses of a moment before. "Suddenly she seemed to understand, and an outburst of laughter swelled her fleshy neck. "'The deuce!... How amusing you are! And with what a face you say all these things! Just like the priest of my home town....' "No, Pepa, I'm serious. I believe you're a good girl; you don't realize what you've gone into, and I'm warning you. You've fallen very low, very low. You're at the bottom. Even within the career of vice, the majority of women resist and deny the caresses that are required of you in this house. There is yet time for you to save yourself. Your parents have enough for you to live on; you didn't come here under the necessity of poverty. Return to your home, and the past will be forgotten; you can tell them a lie, invent some sort of tale to justify your flight, and who knows?... One of the fellows that used to serenade you will marry you, you'll have children and you'll be a respectable woman. "The girl became serious when she saw that I was speaking in earnest. Little by little she began to slip from my knees until she was on her feet, eyeing me fixedly, as if she saw before her some strange person and an invisible wall had arisen between the two. "'Go back to my home!' she exclaimed in harsh accents. 'Many thanks. I know very well what that means. Get up before dawn, work like a slave, go out in the fields, ruin your hands with callouses. Look, see how my hands still show them.' "And she made me feel the rough lumps that rose on the palms of her strong hands. "'And all this, in exchange for what? For being respectable?... Not a bit of it! I'm not that crazy. So much for respectability!' "And she accompanied these words with some indecent motions that she had picked up from her companions. "Afterwards, humming a tune, she went over to the mirror to survey herself, and smilingly greeted the reflection of
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