particular all the details of
Delphine's story came back to her, and the earnest gratitude with which
she had talked of Mrs Jones' kindness. "`Strangers, and without money,
she fed and cheered us.' Now that is just exactly what Monsieur did for
me when I first saw him," thought Susan; "and all I've done in return is
to laugh at him and give him trouble. I haven't been grateful at all."
The more she considered her conduct the more ashamed she began to feel,
and she could not help wondering what Mademoiselle Delphine would think
of her if she knew. "At any rate," she resolved, "I won't do it any
more. I never will laugh at lesson-time, and I'll learn everything
quite perfectly and be as good as ever I can, whatever Sophia Jane likes
to say." Sophia Jane, that naughty, badly behaved child! After all, it
was her fault that Susan had done wrong, she went on to think, and it
was also her fault that she had lost herself yesterday, because she had
been so disagreeable about the Enemy and the basket. It was a comfort
to be able to shift the blame on Sophia Jane's shoulder, for Susan liked
to think well of herself, and she began to feel more cheerful and
satisfied as she dressed and went down-stairs. Here Nanna and
Margaretta were prepared with all manner of questions about Monsieur,
his house, and his sister, but Susan was quite determined to tell them
very little. She repeated gravely, "They were very kind, and I like
them very much;" and this was most unsatisfactory to her listeners, who
craved for the tiniest details of her adventure. Sophia Jane alone sat
mute, but sharply attentive to all that passed, hunching up her
shoulders and fixing her blue eyes on each speaker in turn. She was, as
usual, in disgrace Susan and, and had been forbidden to speak at meals;
but as soon as breakfast was over she made the best use of the hour
before lessons began, and examined her companion narrowly:
"Whatever makes you look so solemn?" she asked at last.
"I'm not going to laugh at Monsieur La Roche ever again," said Susan
solemnly. "I've made a good resolution."
"What for?" asked Sophia Jane.
"Because he's been very kind, and it's wrong to laugh at him," answered
Susan.
Sophia Jane made a face that Susan very much disliked, it was so full of
contempt.
"He hasn't been kind to me, and I don't care if it is wrong," she said.
"I shall do as I like."
"But I want you not to either," said Susan.
"I don't care a bit.
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