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his way, but he had been always rough. Her own emotions had always lain buried deeply, and now they had been called to life she longed for the natural expression of her love through the medium of physical things, by word and touch. "Now for my reward," Vardri said. "I want to take your hair down." Arithelli bent her head towards him without speaking and he drew the pins, and undid the braid with deft fingers, spreading it out till it covered her as with a veil. "If only I could paint you! How beautiful you are to-night, but how still and cold! Fatalite, tell me you love me a little, _mon coeur_!" She put her arms round his neck, laying her cheek against his. "_Mon ami_, I love you!" He held her in his arms as one holds a child, rocking her to and fro. "_Voila cherie_!" he whispered. "After to-morrow I shall have you always, I shall never let you go again. My dream is coming true." Arithelli listened with dry eyes and an aching heart. She was past crying, and her brain felt curiously reasonable and alert. She could not send him from her at once, yet with every passing second Death drew stealthily nearer and nearer. Time swept on relentless and inflexible. "Perhaps you will be disappointed in me one of these days, find me depressing and full of moods. I've always been so lonely, you know, till I met you. _Je suis une ame detachee_." "Never again while I'm alive! I think of you and with you. When you are happy I know it, and when you are miserable I know it too. Fatalite! Fatalite! believe that I don't want anything in return. I'll wait on you, work for you, lie, starve, steal, do anything. I only want to know you're there, to have the right to serve you, to feel you don't hate me. I couldn't go on living it I lost you. Since the first day I saw you at the Hippodrome you've haunted me. I led Don Juan down to the entrance to the ring. You don't remember? How should you? I've never forgotten! You smiled and thanked me. You looked so strange beside Estelle and those other women." He was kneeling beside her, his lips pressed against the hollow of her arm, from which the loose red sleeve had slipped back to above the elbow. Under his passionate words Arithelli sat like a being entranced, unseeing, unhearing. The inscrutable eyes set in the rigid face gave her the likeness to some carven thing. "Fatalite! Fatalite!" The sound of his voice came to her as from a distance. She rou
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