Father, it's time to prepare; get the car ready. I am
going to the garden, to hear what the poor thing has to say to me, but I
will be with you soon."
Her brother found her, as we have said, engaged calmly, and with a
melancholy pleasure, in adorning the hive which, on Connor's account,
had become her favorite. He was not at all sorry that she had proposed
this short interview, for, as his hopes of Connor's acquittal were
but feeble, if, indeed, he could truly be said to entertain any, he
resolved, by delicately communicating his apprehensions, to gradually
prepare her mind for the worst that might happen.
PART V.
On hearing his step she raised her head, and advancing towards
the middle of the garden, took his arm, and led him towards the
summer--house in which Connor and she had first acknowledged their love.
She gazed wistfully upon it after they entered, and wrung her hands, but
still shed no tears.
"Una," said her brother, "you had something to say to me; what is it,
darling?"
She glanced timidly at him, and blushed.
"You won't be angry with me, John," she replied; "would it be proper for
me to--to go"--
"What! to be present at the trial? Dear Una, you cannot think of it.
It would neither be proper nor prudent, and you surely would not be
considered indelicate? Besides, even were it not so, your strength is
unequal to it. No, no, Una dear; dismiss it from your thoughts."
"I fear I could not stand it, indeed, John, even if it were proper; but
I know not what to do; there is a weight like death upon my heart. If I
could shed a tear it would relieve me; but I cannot."
"It is probably better you should feel so, Una, than to entertain hopes
upon the matter that may be disappointed. It is always wisest to prepare
for the worst, in order to avoid the shock that may come upon us, and
which always falls heaviest when it comes contrary to our expectations."
"I do not at all feel well," she replied, "and I have been thinking of
the best way to break this day's tidings to me, when you come home. If
he's cleared, say, good-humoredly, 'Una, all's lost;' and if--if not,
oh, desire me--say to me, 'Una, you had better go to bed, and let yaur
mother go with you;' that will be enough; I will go to bed, and if ever
I rise from it again, it will not be from a love of life."
The brother, seeing that conversation on the subject of her grief only
caused her to feel more deeply, deemed it better to terminate th
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