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enough that he give me all of his attention. I should have spared a thought for him, his needs and limitations, but it's too late now." The answering voice was subtly changed from that of a boy, and strangely gentle. "A dog's life is so short, hardly more than today and tomorrow. A breath or two, and it has begun and ended. When Homer dies he will be free, and I will no longer exist." A chill slid over the man. What makes a voice? Air and musculature and tissue, but what more? A brain, a mind--a life. An accumulative series of reactive patterns called Life grows like a fragile crystal around a seeding impulse that lacks a name acceptable to all, and the resulting structure is called "personality" or "character" and it influences what it touches in a manner peculiar to itself alone. Given the crude tools of a sound-producing mechanism it will, if it chooses and has the skill, disclose some trifle of its own true nature. Phil heard words that should have sounded idiotic coming from a boy, but they carried complete and instant conviction. Without elocutionary tricks, without fire and oratory, the boy-voice had changed in timbre, acquired a quality that could sway multitudes--the wild thought crossed Phil's mind that what it had acquired was the quality of complete sanity. A suspicion, planted deliberately and nurtured through the years, matured on the triggered instant. Phil twisted around--alert, wary, almost hostile, his eyes searching the somewhat bony young face. His gaze was returned steadily, with assured composure. * * * * * "Who are you?" he demanded bluntly. "_What_ are you?" Timmy laughed lightly, patently at ease. "I am nothing, Phil. Nothing at all." "Rot. You are flesh and blood, human, and were born to Helen and Jerry. What else?" "Is there more?" "Stop playing!" Phil jumped up angrily, standing tall over the seated figure. "I've watched you for years. You've given yourself away repeatedly." "Ah, that 'advanced scientific knowledge' worried you badly, didn't it?" "I ... see. You revealed it deliberately. There are other things. Your aversion to crowds--" "Their thinking confused me. They were dangerous." "Were?" "After tonight, crowds will not matter." "Because Homer will be dead?" "Because Homer will be dead, poor beast. My conscience will be dead." "What on earth does that mean? I find it impossible either to doubt you or to think of
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