FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   763   764   765   766   767   768   769   770   771   772   773   >>  
ow! You own that, when here we stood last and exchanged our troth, you in the blossom, and I in the prime, of life--you own that it was no woman's love, deaf to all calumny, proof to all craft that could wrong the absent; no woman's love, warm as the heart, undying as the soul, that you pledged me then?" "Darrell, it was not--though then I thought it was." "Ay, ay," he continued with a smile, as if of triumph in his own pangs, "so that truth is confessed at last! And when, once more free, you wrote to me the letter I returned, rent in fragments, to your hand--or when, forgiving my rude outrage and fierce reproach, you spoke to me so gently yonder, a few weeks since, in these lonely shades, then what were your sentiments, your motives? Were they not those of a long-suppressed and kind remorse? of a charity akin to that which binds rich to poor, bows happiness to suffering?--some memories of gratitude--nay, perhaps of childlike affection?--all amiable, all generous, all steeped in that sweetness of nature to which I unconsciously rendered justice in the anguish I endured in losing you; but do not tell me that even then you were under the influence of woman's love." "Darrell, I was not." "You own it, and you suffer me to see you again! Trifler and cruel one, is it but to enjoy the sense of your undiminished, unalterable power?" "Alas, Darrell! alas! why am I here?--why so yearning, yet so afraid to come? Why did my heart fail when these trees rose in sight against the sky?--why, why--why was it drawn hither by the spell I could not resist? Alas, Darrell, alas! I am a woman now--and--and this--" She lowered her veil, and turned away; her lips could not utter the word, because the word was not pity, not remorse, not remembrance, not even affection; and the woman loved now too well to subject to the hazard of rejection--LOVE! "Stay, oh stay!" cried Darrell. "Oh that I could dare to ask you to complete the sentence! I know--I know by the mysterious sympathy of my own soul, that you could never deceive me more! Is it--is it--" His lips falter too; but her hand is clasped in his; her head is reclining upon his breast; the veil is withdrawn from the sweet downcast face; and softly on her ear steal the murmured words, "Again and now, till the grave--Oh, by this hallowing kiss, again--the Caroline of old!" Fuller and fuller, spreading, wave after wave, throughout the air, till it seemed interfused and commingled
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   763   764   765   766   767   768   769   770   771   772   773   >>  



Top keywords:
Darrell
 

remorse

 

affection

 

remembrance

 

turned

 

exchanged

 
rejection
 
subject
 

hazard

 
yearning

afraid

 

resist

 
blossom
 

lowered

 

hallowing

 

Caroline

 

murmured

 

Fuller

 
interfused
 
commingled

fuller

 

spreading

 
softly
 
sympathy
 

deceive

 

mysterious

 

sentence

 
calumny
 

complete

 

falter


withdrawn

 

downcast

 

breast

 

clasped

 
reclining
 

gently

 
yonder
 

reproach

 
pledged
 

outrage


fierce

 

lonely

 

motives

 
sentiments
 

shades

 

undying

 

forgiving

 

confessed

 

triumph

 
continued