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Yes, we are; or, at least, we suppress the truth. For the truth--the pure and simple truth is--that you came out there and bought me. Wangel. Bought--you say bought! Ellida. Oh! I wasn't a bit better than you. I accepted the bargain. Sold myself to you! Wangel (looks at her full of pain). Ellida, have you really the heart to call it that? Ellida. But is there any other name for it? You could no longer bear the emptiness of your house. You were on the look-out for a new wife. Wangel. And a new mother for the children, Ellida. Ellida. That too, perhaps, by the way; although you didn't in the least know if I were fit for the position. Why, you had only seen me and spoken to me a few times. Then you wanted me, and so-- Wangel. Yes, you may call it as you will. Ellida. And I, on my side--why, I was so helpless and bewildered, and so absolutely alone. Oh! it was so natural I should accept the bargain, when you came and proposed to provide for me all my life. Wangel. Assuredly it did not seem to me a providing for you, dear Ellida. I asked you honestly if you would share with me and the children the little I could call my own. Ellida. Yes, you did; but all the same, I should never have accepted! Never have accepted that at any price! Not sold myself! Better the meanest work--better the poorest life--after one's own choice. Wangel (rising). Then have the five--six years that we have lived together been so utterly worthless to you? Ellida. Oh! Don't think that, Wangel. I have been as well cared for here as human being could desire. But I did not enter your house freely. That is the thing. Wangel (looking at her). Not freely! Ellida. No. It was not freely that I went with you. Wangel (in subdued tone). Ah! I remember your words of yesterday. Ellida. It all lies in those words. They have enlightened me; and so I see it all now. Wangel. What do you see? Ellida. I see that the life we two live together--is really no marriage. Wangel (bitterly). You have spoken truly there. The life we now live is not a marriage. Ellida. Nor was it formerly. Never--not from the very first (looks straight in front of her). The first--that might have been a complete and real marriage. Wangel. The first--what do you mean? Ellida. Mine--with him. Wangel (looks at her in astonishment). I do not in the least understand you. Ellida. Ah! dear Wangel, let us not lie to one another, nor to ourselves.
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