FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129  
130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   >>   >|  
erstood. He regained his presence of mind and turned quietly to quit the room; his innate delicacy demanded it. He had but turned when a low, moaning sound arrested him; he came back irresolutely. "Did you call, Ruth?" Silence. "Ruth, it is I, Louis, who is speaking to you. Do you know how late it is?" With gentle force he drew her fingers from her face. The mute misery there depicted was pitiful. "Come, go to bed, Ruth," he said as to a child. She made a movement to rise, but sank back again. "I am so tired, Louis," she pleaded in a voice of tears, like a weary child. "Yes, I know; but I will help you." The unfamiliar, gentle quality of his voice penetrated even to her numbed senses. She had not seen him since the night he had asked her to be his wife. No remembrance of this came to her, but his presence held something new and restful. She allowed him to draw her to her feet; and as calmly as a brother he led her upstairs and into her room. Without a question he lit the gas for her. "Good-night, Ruth," he said, blowing out the match. "Go right to bed; your head will be relieved by sleep." "Thank you, Louis," she said, feeling dimly grateful for something his words implied; "good-night." Arnold noiselessly closed the door behind him. She quickly locked it and sat down in the nearest chair. Her hands were interlaced so tightly that her nails left imprints in the flesh. She had something to consider. Oh dear, it was such a simple thing; was she to break her father's heart, or her own and--his? Her father's, or his. It was so stupid to sit and repeat it. Surely it was decided long ago. Such a long time ago, when her father's loving face had put on its misery. Would it look that way always? No, no, no! She would not have it; she dared not; it was too utterly wretched. Still, there was some one else at the thought of whom her temples throbbed wildly. It would hurt him; she knew it. The thought for a moment was a miserable ecstasy; for he loved her,--her, simple Ruth Levice,--beyond all doubting she knew he loved her; and, oh, father, father, how she loved him! Why must she give it all up? she questioned fiercely; did she owe no duty to herself? Was she to drag out all the rest of her weary life without his love? Life! It would be a lingering death, and she was young yet in years. Other girls had married with graver obstacles, in open rupture with their parents, and they had been happy.
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129  
130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   152   153   154   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

father

 

misery

 

presence

 

simple

 

turned

 

thought

 

gentle

 

loving

 

utterly

 

wretched


stupid
 

tightly

 

imprints

 
repeat
 
Surely
 
decided
 

temples

 
fiercely
 

questioned

 

married


lingering

 

rupture

 

throbbed

 

wildly

 

moment

 

graver

 

doubting

 

interlaced

 

obstacles

 

miserable


ecstasy
 
Levice
 
parents
 

movement

 

depicted

 

pitiful

 

pleaded

 

penetrated

 
numbed
 
senses

quality

 

unfamiliar

 
fingers
 

demanded

 
delicacy
 

moaning

 
innate
 

erstood

 

regained

 
quietly