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nously, an unknown, perhaps impassable barrier erected against the fulfilment of their hopes; and men and women alike were nervously beginning to handle the white cards with the big red figures on them, which every one had attached to his or her clothing. Marie-Louise found herself involuntarily doing the same--staring at the little punch-holes along the bottom edge of the card that the doctor on the ship had put there, one for each day. And there was her name written there at the top--"Marie-Louise Bernier." And underneath it, "Paris"--for she had given that as her last residence, because in this new country none was to know that she had come from Bernay-sur-Mer. For who could tell what these people here might not do? They might write to Bernay-sur-Mer, and then all her efforts would have been in vain, for some one in Bernay-sur-Mer would write to Father Anton, and--the card dropped from her fingers, and dangled by its string from the button of her blouse. The hot, scalding tears were in her eyes again. Memories! Always memories! On the faces of those around her, so many of them anxious now, was written the question that lips in so many different languages were whispering to each other. "Will they let me in? What will they do? Will they let me in? Will they let me in?" Liberty--for them! Yes, they would go in, as she would go in--and some of them, perhaps many of them, would find what they had sought. But she--even here in this strange country, where she could understand no single word that was spoken, where, surely, now that Jean was gone again, there would be nothing, no familiar scenes to come to her to revive those memories--could she find liberty in some day learning to forget? It did not seem so now, for it seemed as though all her strength, her resistance had gone out from her that night in her struggle to send Jean away, and that it had not come back again. Why--oh, why had the _bon Dieu_ sent Jean upon that ship? It had been so cruelly hard before! It did not change anything that he was in the same country, for he would not stay long, and the country was so many times bigger than France that they were utterly separated, but it was making it so hard to be brave now---so much harder--so much harder! And then suddenly she lifted her head proudly, even though the lips would still quiver, and though the lashes of her eyes were still wet. What was it, that old and simple faith, that her
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