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lift his cap; but he was bareheaded. He laughed again; turned, and passed out. "Boy! Boy! Come back," said Christobel. But the door had closed on the first word. She stood alone. This time she did not wait. Where was the good of waiting? She turned and walked slowly up the lawn, pausing to look at the flowers in the border. The yellow roses still looked golden. The jolly little "what-d'-you-call-'ems" lifted pale purple faces to the sky. But the Boy was gone. She reached her chair, where he had placed it, deep in the shade of the mulberry-tree. She felt tired; worn-out; old. The Boy was gone. She leaned back with closed eyes. She had hurt him so. She remembered all the glad, sweet confident things he had said each day. Now she had hurt him so.... What radiant faith, in love and in life, had been his. But she had spoiled that faith, and dimmed that brightness. Suddenly she remembered his dead mother's prayer for him. "_I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not_." And under those words she had written "_Christobel_." Would he want to obliterate that name? No, she knew he would not. Nothing approaching a hard or a bitter thought could ever find a place in his heart. It would always be the golden heart of her little Boy Blue. Tears forced their way beneath her closed lashes, and rolled slowly down her cheeks. "Oh, Boy dear," she said aloud, "I love you so--I love you so!" "I know you do, dear," he said. "It's almost unbelievable--yet I know you do." She opened her eyes. The Boy had come back. She had not heard his light step, on the springy turf. He knelt in his favourite place, on the left of her chair, and bent over her. Once more his face was radiant. His faith had not failed. She looked up into his shining eyes, and the joy in her own heart made her dizzy. "Boy dear," she whispered, "not my lips, because--I am not altogether yours--I may have to--you know?--the Professor. But, oh Boy, I can't help it! I'm afraid I care terribly." He was quite silent; yet it seemed to her that he had shouted. A burst of trumpet-triumph seemed to fill the air. He bent lower. "Of course I wouldn't, Christobel," he said; "not before the seventh day. But there's a lot beside lips, and it's all so dear." Then she felt the Boy's kisses on her hair, on her brow, on her eyes. "Dear eyes," he said, "shedding tears for my pain. Ah, dear eyes!" And he kissed them again.
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