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ry bit of clothing had been torn from it by the logs." "Don't tell such frightful stories," said the waiting-maid to the man. Irma looked up at the steep mountains and asked: "Could one climb up there?" "Yes, but they'd find it mighty hard work; still, wherever there are trees, man can climb." Irma looked down into the lake, and then up at the mountains. One can lose one's-self in the world. "How would it be if one were to do so?" said the voice within her. She stood up in the boat. The old man exclaimed: "Sit down! there's danger if you stir one way or the other." "I shall not move," said Irma, and she really stood erect in the unsteady little boat. "By your leave, the beautiful young lady surely doesn't mean to enter the convent?" "Why do you ask?" "Because I'd be sorry." "Why would you be sorry? Don't the nuns lead a pleasant, peaceful life?" "Oh, yes, they do; but it is a life in which nothing happens." As if obeying a higher summons, Irma sat down and immediately stood up again. The boat reeled. "A life in which nothing happens"--the words touched a chord in her own heart. With her, the pride and strength of youth rebelled against sacrificing one's life in such a manner. It is a life in which nothing happens: whether it be, like her father's, spent in solitary thought, or, like that of the nun's, in common devotion. Are we not placed upon earth so that we may call all our own--come joy, come grief; come mirth, come sadness--a life in which nothing happens is not for me. Filled with such thoughts she stepped ashore and, while walking up the avenue of lindens that led to the convent, heard the boatman fastening his skiff by the chain. She inquired for Sister Euphrosyne. The nuns were all at vespers. Irma also repaired to the chapel, in which the everlasting lamp was the only light. Although the service was over, the sisters were still kneeling on the floor. At last they arose, looking like so many ghostly figures stepping out from chaotic darkness. Irma returned to the parlor, where the portress told her that she would not be allowed to speak to Emma that day, as the sisters were not permitted to receive any communication, or converse with any one, after vespers. Irma, in the mean while, was lodged in the convent. It was a mild September night. Wrapped in her plaid, Irma sat out on the landing until a late hour. Her thoughts were lost in the illimitable. She scarcely knew w
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